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With one glance I knew the dangers of stepping from behind the safety of my world. I smelt the intoxication of your aura and I tingled at the closeness of your heat, For so long I resisted everything about you until now... its the time for togetherness But my heart does not and cannot betray what my body so easily does I think and ponder openly of the day of freedom when we walk hand in hand, if only... I delay the love of another who desires me for just a moment with you and then...I cry whe...

Stop my heart and hold my breath, the moment I saw you I lusted deep in my pants. Hold my breath silently while you speak, those lips beckoning a touch from my tounge and a stoke from my fingers Throbbing constantly as you walk by, weaken by your perfume and the sway of your hips, the movement of your breasts I pant for years after you never obtaining you until one day when all was weak I entered your domain and...you. I drank from the nectar of your wetness while easing into the heat of your...

I knew you are are real for I felt you near prodding my concious until I gave in, I followed with unbridled passion and zeal was my bread I belived with faith undying and sought your counsel for everything Then I stepped into the real world... They say you are are near but push me away who is close, cause I do not fit the mould of perfect serenity My mistakes, while my own become yours, but never the burden of those who come to worship you, instead they point and whisper at my fall from grace...

There was a time when hips were admired and extended non sicilone breasts made some shiver with pleasure, painted pictures of rounded tummies were admired and heads gently rested in the mould of softness. Until now... Now… the silent disapproval of chocolate or pizza, pilates and joggers, resound Loudly.... ..anorexia, bulilmic, healthy, curvy, fat and obsese, who were you before? DID YOU TELL YOURSELF THAT YOU ARE ONE OF THEM or did you just beleive it... Can you eat, can you stop running to...

I am waiting for ... so many things...cause I am told its better to wait The right man The right job The right time The right reason I wait...not peacefully or humbly, I groan, I moan, I pant and sigh, and then I cry... I am waiting for World peace A baby Promotion Better days And I wait...not hopefully or gleefully, I pain, I stomp, I cuss and raise my fist...and then I cry... I am waiting for More money A new house You to come home The sun to come up...I wait patiently because I have no cho...