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6:00am Does it matter that I have tried? My heart have I not denied? When is it too far? Where is the point of no return? Show me and I run from it, sprinting for my life in the opposite direction. Hold me down and whisper into my ear, chase away my longing for all that causes pain. I lay on the broken glass trying hard to see my shattered reflection. As I lay holding myself up on nothing, my blood mixes with the rain. The mouth inside me screams a warning; it pleads me to run away. I can’t g...

Sorry, thats all i have to say. Well, for the sake of converstion (that you love so much) i will continue. If you have drawn conclusions about me as i have about you, i will take them all back. Who after all really knows anything about anyone, especialy seeing as how we never know as much about ourselves as we pretend. I know it would be different though, thing is im not asking for another chance. I want to ask, inside im screaming until the vibrations come out in violent forms. You wouldnt g...

"Broken Man Howling" Indeed we do cry. When called into question our individual love, the wicked down here marred the heavens above. The fates watch us, carefully studying our steps. Hooks and nails bite our feet, breaking down the little strength we posses. It must hurt them to know they have no chance for redemption. May a demon cry? Even now does one burn in regret? The worst kind of villian has complex emotions, and reasons for their cruel actions. Today we wander, tomorrow we weep over y...

Smiling, embracing, they walk hand in hand. Cant you see me? Are you that ignorant to my feelings? Laughing at the little nothings of each others conversation, I feel a fist ball up in my hand. You have to know how i would react, you are bringing this on yourself. We were one, you split us in two. The air is painful against the torn flesh from my bones. Did you think you could get away with it? They turn and drop each others hands as they see me. Now you know, now you have to find away to liv...

“A Thousand Nowhere Nights” One breath, a moan, and all repeats again. Fighting to hold our own, the fates divide our endings. Twisting my paths and reinventing familiar circles. Wandering the same streets repaved. Searching for a flaw in this prison that promises opportunity. He meant nothing by all I was meant to be. He is a shadow of a reflection of me. Not attainable, but almost visible to a keen eye. All will be better after these thousand nowhere nights. Although a question still remain...