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If I’m not too strong for you, Then I’m too strong for myself. If you’re strong enough for all the world, You’re too weak to see yourself. If I’m not too weak for you, Then I’m weak enough to see All the things that added up To this terrible disease. This is not a dying dream, This is not a nightmare. This is your reality; The world is waiting out there. If I’m not too close to you Then I’m too far from myself. If you’re not too cold to feel, Then prove it to yourself. This is not an ending, ...

It comes and goes. I remain.

They bloomed too late for us, my love. They came just as you were gone, Moments after you vanished into your own night And left me to mine. They flower now all white, and pure As everything we ever wanted. They fill the air all around me With that scent you so love. But they bloomed too late, The cold held them back just a month And they finally flowered on Beltaine, On your day, too late for me. As you wander seeking their sweet blossoms, So many shine in morning dew and sunset glory Right ...

You leap into motion as if jumping the gun Just as the checkered flag waves. Me, I sit in my accustomed place, Surrounded by a million other fans, Separated only by my understanding That we are not observers, And you are not competing. Your game is no different than any other, And no amount of struggle will free you From that reality- You still choose to play. I shall play too. Your victory lies against the horizon, Sun dogs sparking that imaginary light That guides you ever on. Mine waits qu...