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A battle rages In the confines of my mind. Stars are lit ablaze. My thoughts shatter to oblivion, although a million more remain. Pieces fly across my brain, making me feel insane. Please don’t look at me; I won’t let those poisonous lips touch mine. Rape Again; Let it stop. With all my heart I want it to end. Destroy my emotions and my thoughts along with it. The last thing I need is to feel: any guilt for what you’ve done to me. As the stars fade off, the cycle of hardening and breaking is ...

As her fingers reach out to touch mine I wonder Does she want my body or my heart? Maybe both? I ask for the money in advance She's not necessarily easy, Just lonely Like all the other girls who seek my... attention I can tell by looking in her eyes. I don't recall when I became a hollow shell People would keep taking parts of my heart and soul. No one tried giving anything back. It's not easy to gain acclimation to the cold To steal thier hearts before they steal mine Natural Her hands were ...

I sometimes like to take walks at night In a garden secret from all but me It illuminates under the stars and moonlight A feast for the sights, a eyeful to see The flowers that bloomed in the dark Intoxicate me with their fragrance As I take my steps inside the mystic park I feel time losing its importance Pacing under the star-spilled sky I brush past sweet orchids that glow Lost in the beauty, I reach a new high Mesmerized in this peaceful flow But when I think of the joy you bring Or of yo...

She glistens under the lamp's light in a parking lot paved gray. As the crushed Autumn leaves pass her by, her lips were wet with words left not to say. Slowly she takes a step foward; my heart stops and skips a beat. My vision is seen through Love's red dye the moment before lips and lips would meet. Quivering anticipation, she shares her passionate kiss. And no matter how hard I would try, I could never have braced myself for this. As she breaks away from her kiss, I stood numbly in cover. ...

"Will you wait for me?" A wind tunnel laced with black-tipped rose petals strikes me and snatches the air from my lungs. I would wait until time corodes my body whole. "I might fade away by then." The neon handwriting on the wall flutters away before I could finish reading it. I could only see the beginning and end. "You won't." She says it with such confidence. A goddess. A saint. A prophet. A liar. "I just am!" Weave words that comfort me. Cover me in that plastic warmth. "No, you're not." ...