In fields of fire oceans of smoke   Beneath the recycled paper burning to the ground I burn apart of me   All the once treasured memories soon to be unseen   The once felt glory burning in my eyes   The past and present feelings no longer bottled up inside   Cigarette dreams unleash the stories in me stories of the untold now upon the screen   Burning on your mind all the lingering questions   we all tend to hide  

  To speak to or speak of is a hindrance   to wallow in pain and dance in agony   is a blessing in a gloomy disguise   What was two hearts joined as one   is now separate lives torn apart   No reason or mutual decision   just one's actions that equals anothers demise   To travel through a world with bitter endings   is a beginning to renew  

  To hear such words from lips I can no longer recall    to feel such a magnetic embrace is now a memory   To see you only in dreams is a tease   only to have my world come crashing down   when I walk out my door and know that I won't catch you   I've missed many trains in my  life but I think   God forgot to mention that this train had a limited time contract   I vaguely remember a glimpse of your smile   or even a photographic...

Looking to the pavement, with my heart chanting in rhythm Drowning the embers you once left behind, your presence no long sings, a chorus within my mind My love no longer lives, under a shattered bridge I no longer wait for the unstable mind of a man, trapped in the desires of a boy I no longer see my heart dragging, along the green mile Instead I lead my life now with a long awaited smile, Knowing that the rest of my tomorrows, I'm free      

To be reckless, to be careless, was my key, was my motive, to success To be abstract, to be different, was a thrill right up until Thoughts came flowing through, like a pestering itch I tossed away all the words I once knew, Forgot about the memories, even the ones with you I've found a new prayer, a new story to embrace I can not tell you how sorry I am If only I saw your face This new and improved adventure of mine, has turned my life around Understand my apologies, What was, is now a passi...

Back to the world of shady clothes, Black nails, black eye liner, Everything that some people loathe Traded in dresses for jeans of comfort, Traded in diets for temptation, like pizzas,burgers and other outlets Some say go for it, Others say no I say fuck you all, What I say goes!

A Man Set Apart Where there is one whisper, a heartbeat follows Where there is a heartbeat, a person follows A secret my love is, but one day be no more When I hear her voice, I hear the sound of love ten folds more The look in her eyes, is my haven of comfort The space in her soul, my saviour of rescue She gave me hope, in a lifetime of uncertainty, Gave me innocence, in a world full of infidelities The smile in her eyes, humbles the beast in me on a full moon night Her love mends the unbrok...

Blood seeping through the pores of my existence Tears falling down with great anticipation Shadows from the night comfort my spirit, which lingers on in limbo. I feel the breath of sins creeping up slowly from behind me Leaving me reminders as I await Judgement Day. Sing to me of prayers for I’ve forgotten the taste of forgiveness No mercy No remorse Just waiting for my time to confess I can hear my last goodbye, as I watch the world turn, to the end of the tunnel I slowly close my eyes and ...

I dare not beg forgiveness in this instance, for my anger has the better of me A walking shadow cloaked, in a trojan’s garment Disguised to the known, I am not me Fear me not I am innocent at hand, yet sinful within the hour Your lingering silence, feeds my flame in fury Your hesitant touch, clings to my untainted memories It’s not what you’ve done, it’s what you haven’t As if my anger is not obvious enough for you, fix it or I will.

Blank pages fill in my mind Like a halo over me, clutching my wings Don't play victim with me. My heart is on it's last biological tick Battered walls can only hold you hostage for awhile, before you take over You once were the canvas, I'd paint pictures on Now your but a glance from a distance And I... am the picture, the world is yet to see