If everything went as I planned My life would be better than grand But plans go astray It seems, everyday My bet is you know that firsthand

I'd wait for you forever, 'til my life comes to an end. But you set rules and boundaries and just refuse to bend. I hate the one who loved you first so very long ago for leaving you with such a thirst that taints love you could know. You're locked in time and now you play a game of hide-and-seek, portray a strong and caring man but in a way, you're weak. Don't base your life on things before Just use them as a guide. Let feelings flow and fears dissolve Just open up inside. So many times I've...

Night falls; I can't sleep - one thought after another. I need an off switch.

Night falls; I can't sleep - one thought after another. I need an off switch.

I'm typing with an urgency for more; our role-play just exploded on the screen Explicit words I simply can't ignore ... He wrote, "you should expect what's unforeseen" He's Dom tonight (he plays that role so well) I am his sub, no question do I ask Between keystrokes my fingers seem to dwell Upon my thigh in keeping with my task The minutes pass, there are no words from him I type, "where are you?", one time ... three, and four I feel the chance to finish might be slim Then suddenly, there's ...

What I wouldn't give to be touched right now to be held somehow in the nighttime, in my bed. What I wouldn't give to be kissed by you to be loved by you to dispell this heartfelt dread. On a night long ago you held me so tight with all of your might 'til our bodies became one. But reality strikes; You've left me alone I'm now on my own I wonder what I've done. Did you mean to betray All the promises made? Oh, the memories fade You're a shadow in my mind. What I wouldn't give To remember your ...