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She awoke one cold, dreary morning to find the blood had seeped through once again. “Fuck” Amy thought as she pushed the snooze button on her alarm. “Another shirt ruined, yet again.” She made her way to the bathroom and began running hot water from the shower. She undressed quickly only to stop and notice the dried blood on her arm, a remnant of the night before. Upon the onset of guilt and humiliation, Amy slowly made her way into the shower. The sting of the water as it hit her open skin m...

Do you ever think of me when you see the reflection in the mirror? The eyes, that match your own, does it make you wonder how much I have grown? Have I crossed your mind at anytime, or have you remained on a permanent high? I think of you and wonder, how my life would change if you would have stayed. Would you still hit mommy, and maybe even me? Or would seeing us bleed be enough to make you see? I don't hate you anymore, though at times I think I should, because of you the walls I built neve...

At seventeen, you became our queen So beautiful, yet still so green Your rise to fame, it came so fast From the beginning they said you wouldn't last Then came tours and awards galore Britney Spears, our pop princess The one we all adore Time went on and you found love Found the man you thought was an angel Sent from God above Soon the tides changed with time Love turned on you, no reason or rhyme A broken heart the moment you said goodbye And with your tears, a river you did cry No one knew ...

She looks for comfort within the site of your eyes Yet with every word you speak You claim her demise She takes the blade again Carves a feeling in her arm Doesn't stop to think If its doing any harm Pressing down, time for the high If only she had the guts To finally say goodbye.

Drowning in her darkness Consumed by the fight Taking the blade It’s obvious There is no end in sight The pain she feels Doesn’t go away Inside her mind Losing all control She screams aloud The demons They just won’t let go Why is she here? Forced to suffer alone No one who understands She can never go home The black inside her heart Suffocates all she knows is true Reflection in the mirror She no longer sees Never will she Make it through Not good enough to love Only there to use Screams of ...