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I can't have a baby I'm dirty He does not want my children Promise on a post-it note I will not have a baby

Drown this fatal fetus Deprive it's unformed lungs There's no name to justify evaporating tears Scream smiling proudly Exploding jaw into a wishbone Wish my funny bone was bare Foolish heart in a stomach Degrades a soul with acid taste Bitter fake phoney angel Liar in the dark Laid on a broken back It smell's like death, fell from heaven Something's in the sink Just a cocktail of chemicals? Doesn't matter anymore There's no name on the gravestone Because the souls been forgotten

Everythings so dark out here I see no one I feel the grass beneath me sway and the call of a huming bird Do you feel the great oaks pain? I‘ve been inside this soul to long Come nivarna rescue me Like an unbound flame I’ll flilker against the world Strap me down to a wick and wax and I’ll burn right out of there nivarna I am yours take me away Send a prayer to a leaf and untie me from want I have never been unfaithful To a god 'cos I am she I right my own rules I change the consequences I am ...

Sunday’s smell like that day When all the trees swang in the rain And you held my hand because the Cold trickled down your heart You made me smile A leaf caught in my hair Your silly boots dressed in mud Fell upon an apple Newtons law tore you down down the bank Plath came into mind as I watched the lillys part for you.

I don’t know why, The sky is pink. Something about a sunset? but I feel it knows my pain. And all the days I lose, I burn. I run right down the wrong road When I am happy it lasts no more then a hour, one day, a week at most. And when it leaves i go as low as I was high. And that’s when I need you to fill my void. And i need you to fill the hole that lingers in my head. I don’t want you. But do I need you? Your are my vodka, my sweet posion id write a book on how to hate me if only I, had the...