BreathingUnderwater06's profile

Honestly there is not enough room in this endless box to talk about myself. But here goes nothing. My name is Deborah, I’m 17. I’m a senior at Klein Forest, ready to leave that hell hole called highschool. Not ready yet to “grow up” and be on my own. I play a few instruments, violin, viola, and can beat the hell outta some drums. Nah not really but hey… can’t blame me for trying. I’m funny, I guess. I make people laugh and it’s cool, but it’s more of a dumb laughter. Like what’s the moron doing. Still cracks people up tho, so until they stop laughing i’ll continually do it. I live through music and writing. I’m infatuated with anything related to books or poetry. It’s unfathomable to see people pour their life stories onto a sole sheet…

Honestly there is not enough room in this endless box to talk about myself. But here goes nothing. My name is Deborah, I’m 17. I’m a senior at Klein Forest, ready to leave that hell hole called highschool. Not ready yet to “grow up” and be on my own. I play a few instruments, violin, viola, and can beat the hell outta some drums. Nah not really but hey… can’t blame me for trying. I’m funny, I guess. I make people laugh and it’s cool, but it’s more of a dumb laughter. Like what’s the moron doing. Still cracks people up tho, so until they stop laughing i’ll continually do it. I live through music and writing. I’m infatuated with anything related to books or poetry. It’s unfathomable to see people pour their life stories onto a sole sheet of paper and still has as much emotion and depth as if they were telling you first hand. Same with music. It leaves me in awe how musicians can write and then sing a song with so much conviction and power. I love it. Well I guess i’m just all over the place. I can’t be catagorized as one thing because 9 to 10 i’ll do something that you’d never think a rocker/poet/writer/teenager/child/mexican/white/female could do. I guess that’s whats pretty cool about me. You’ll never know what i’ll do or say next. And just when you think you’ve figured me out… i’ll do something to throw you off course. Half the time I can’t even figure myself out, so i don’t expect others to. I don’t know where my life is headed yet, but I highly doubt anyone really does at this age. If they do, then I say more power to you, and persue those dreams. That’s what I think is wrong with the world today. All to frequently we tend to forget the dreams that we once held dear to our hearts, and in forgetting them we loose focus in chasing our dreams. To many people just settle for what they know and think is right. Step outta the box, and don’t be afraid to try new things. After all, you’d rather to have tried it and hated it instead of never trying and always wondering. Don’t get me wrong it’s okay to try and fail, then to have never tried at all. And, it does hurt like a bitch when you fail, but atleast you have the satisfaction of knowing you tried. My asperation in life isn’t to be great, revered for my power, or even to intrigue mass amounts of people, but rather to pass on what little I do know about the beauties, devistations, chaos, secrets, lies, and deceits this world has to offer, to someone else before I die. So that way atleast one person can take that knowledge and pass it to someone else. And, centuries later… maybe the world will be a better place. If everyone stopped and shared their story and what they’ve learned and passed that on to a future participate in the next generation, this world could be a whole lot better in just a short period of time. Think about it… I’m the type of person that doesn’t really care for fake people, or people not willing to fess up to their stupidity. It drives me absolutely insane when someone thinks they are right all the time. Or, when people can’t see the grey in a problem. Things aren’t always black or white, sometimes you have to see grey in things…