CarHuff's profile

I’m 44 yrs. old.  I ‘ve been writing poetry, or what I thought was poetry since I don’t know, maybe 7th grade in jr high.  I love writing of love and romance.  I’ve had such a terrible life.  Most of those I’ve loved in my life are dead.  I grew up in hate.  Some people hate me, because I’m younger, I’m honorable, and I’ve lived and had a  life most people wish they could of had.  In the military, I’ve been around the world so many times I can’t remember.  All through my life, I was always the one needed to clean up everyones mess.  My childhood was unstable, with unstable parents, then I had unstable marriages.  Marriages.  I grew up in a losing situation, and no one told me how to stop losing.  I had to learn that for myself.  I had …

I’m 44 yrs. old.  I ‘ve been writing poetry, or what I thought was poetry since I don’t know, maybe 7th grade in jr high.  I love writing of love and romance.  I’ve had such a terrible life.  Most of those I’ve loved in my life are dead.  I grew up in hate.  Some people hate me, because I’m younger, I’m honorable, and I’ve lived and had a  life most people wish they could of had.  In the military, I’ve been around the world so many times I can’t remember.  All through my life, I was always the one needed to clean up everyones mess.  My childhood was unstable, with unstable parents, then I had unstable marriages.  Marriages.  I grew up in a losing situation, and no one told me how to stop losing.  I had to learn that for myself.  I had to love myself, so I could love someone else. I had to care about myself, before I could care about someone else.  I had to build myself into something, to be something.  I have been with my current wife since jan 1990.  She is beautiful inside and out to me, and I love her like the day I met her.  I have four children, 3 girls and 1 boy, they are my life.  I built Legacy Mansion, a 11,000 square foot, 47 room house, by myself.  This has taken me 10 years, but I own it.  My poetry is about me, my soul, my friends, my loves, and past relations, my hates and my angers.  My poem are real.  I’m not as good as I like to be.  I’ve been looking for a site like Urbis for forever.  Am I a fake?  I wish my life was a dream and a nightmare.  Oh yes,  I am me.

I am this person who loves romantic poetry good and bad. The sunlight in my heart, the rain clouds of my life.  I love the poetic witty.  Being Able to say I love you with a touch, and to make love, and not say sex.  But I don’t mind reading it.  I don’t mind it rough, but I like softness of the heart, with an every now and then a stab….