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Open eyes to the light, When It's all just too bright. Another day with nothing to say. Wish I could roll over and make it all go away. It's coming up, I can't hold it back. To many ways to get lost, When it never feels like I'm here with in myself. Falling back, Trying to keep the dam from breaking, Trying to keep my whole world from shaking. I could just forget it all and be on my way, But the dreams are worth staying. I lose control of the natural flow, It burns and rapes my soul. Doesn't ...

I see the pale moonlight, It reminded me of a time you were there. A time in which you still cared. And now you've gone and left us to rot inside my mind. Now I can say, I want you more than I want to. Come sit by me and we'll pour salt on our wounds. Show me where it hurts and I'll show you where my demons reside. I never meant to push away what you were inside, I see the child trying to hide. It chains me from what you are. Now I am forced to suffer my love for you. How did it happen, when ...

No matter how many time I bath, I can never be clean. No matter how many time you say it, They will never believe me. I never told the truth, just living one big lie. Gave you all the stories and you created my fantasy. All of a sudden I felt light-headed and rembered who I am. Reality is just my dream, Some day I'll wakeup with the standard scream. I paid no attension to who died in my suicide. I'm just playing in a disposable world, Pretending to be apart of society.

I grow tired of my present binds, I'm sick of repeating these lines. I've paid the fines for my past crimes, Why am I still doing time. Bound and broken, falling from what I am. I've got to find a better way, then to sit and rot within this decay. Stained, the darklight flows from within. Good intensions tainted with sin. I can't win, when the grouind is caving in.

Some questions are better left unanswered but, Before I let myself feel too much, I have to know where to draw the line. It's not easy for me to define. Are we friends or could you be mine? I feel some heat between us, is it a fire, or only an animals desire? This thing inside of me is screaming out invain. This situation is driving me insane. I want to sircome to these feelings I can't yet use. I need to know if you feelthem too. Your voice breaks thorugh the emptiness, And leaves me wanting...