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I have let this happen again I have let myself fall Steadily on to uneven ground Now I am rolling Sliding down This slippery incline Unable to caught myself Unable to stop this process from happening again Why must I be blind to this Why must I become this Exhausted and not amused Feeling like I have my footing Only to slide farther down I watching this black abyss Approach me Going to consume me Watching it absorb Everything I try so hard to keep in So hard to keep together So hard not to ke...

I am stuck in the motion of trying to be aloof and desired Though hoping you want my undying Affection Seeking my attention I wish only to lay on the surface of your mind Filling your thoughts Drawing all feelings back to me Only hoping you toy with me In your dreams Rolling me around your subconscious Let me be more then just a thought More than just a dream Let me be the longing The yearning The word of your desire Let me be everything.

Why are you blinded by drunken charm Why must you make the choices And I must watch you make them How easy things are forgotten How easily you slip into old ways I feel I have grew to much I fear I am too old to enjoy This adolescent nonsense Though I must talk you through it I must watch you play the games I must break the hearts And I must bear the shame I get to take whatever you leave Sad and misshapen I get all the things that you have out grown All the things I would die for And I sit a...

I am words that lay unspoken on open lips Glistening with hope and good intentions Never to reach your eardrum For my words are unwanted By all standards I am not the image I believed I was I am not the girl That you will fall hopelessly for I'm the one you tell So secrets will be pass So feelings can be founded It seems I am stuck Maybe I make the wrong choices The same useless hopes Keep making the same hurt feelings Makes me feel used The same old depression Bubbling up to the surface The ...

As I write these words the room is spinning In an dizzying haze I'll like to keep forever For this feeling has become to welcome I am the one chosen to bare the weight I have succumb to the weakness of others Feeding them full of nothing I created I am the fool so easily tricked into false hopes and lies Rain down the misguided thoughts from my eyes I am easily forgotten and wasted I am nothing compared to the greatness of your addiction I seem so unforgiving to doubt you so I became the thou...