Deconstructing Me I deconstruct myself so well And rummage through the pieces If I had some things of worth They were all short leases I annihilate myself each night And rummage through the rubble To gain a sense of myself To comprehend the trouble But these pains don’t give me peace They just multiply the doubt When I arrive at the last I can’t learn what it’s about I pack it all away again And start over every night I close the wound and mask it But I never get it right The scars show on th...

If you mean to break my heart, do it quickly Make your actions deliberate and precise The not knowing makes me listless and sickly When you rip the heart from my chest, be concise I cannot stand the wondering and waiting It leads me down the path of self-destruction Darling, I’d wish you’d kill what we’re creating With careful but deliberate deconstruction If this is not your goal or within your means Then strangle me with brutality and rage But please don’t leave me to fits and tearful scene...