Don't tell me I am free Chained to your insecurities I remember when it was just me there was no you or us or we I'm going back to get back to me Away from you and your insecurities

What's a broken heart compared to a moment in love?

Maybe Im too tied up being a parent/ And maybe I am a bit over bearin/ To everyone else it may be apparent/ But it is my belief/ It is our jobs to teach/ Our children learn what they live at home/ So don't live in the reflection of the TV/ There's a clearance/ on ideas and lies/ to divert your eyes/ from the Glorious Appearance of Christ/ But I/ and many others of various kinds/ share the same mind/ that of the Divine/ I know I gotta get my life right/ So in the Lord's sight/ I might/ Be wort...

Tryin to re write a classic/ a hopeless has been/on a mission of passion/far exceeding my ambition/out lastin/my energy is cashed in/my pockets empty baskets/ I sift/through the rubble and the garbage/to find my two sense/thrown out with the dinner scraps/A blitz attack and my mind is wiped clean/every memory I cherished suddenly means nothing/ As do I/a speck of dust/wind tossed through the sky/to live is to die/as to love is to lie/hand in hand/glaring into each other's eyes/No tears to cry...

Its the candle nearly finished and burnt down to about an inch/ Its the window sill I stare out/ Its the fabric/ Its the stitch/ Its the flame that dances/ and the passing of the masses/ Its my street lights and the pavement/ the graffiti art and enslavement/ Its the sudden breeze/ Its the mud beneath my feet/ Its the reality shows showing foriegn realities on TV/ Its my ambition/ My dreams/ My desires/ My screams/ My distance/ My withdrawl/ Its my all-consuming fall/ Its my failures/ My vict...

Men have called me baby, until they find I’m not faking crazy, I’m sorry little man, did a little CHAOS not fit in your plans? Well that’s too bad, a night of sadism could’ve been fun, guess I’ll just sit here and color until I have to greet the sun. Did you want to question my madness or my sanity? You know you’ll get no answer, I won’t even answer me. Does my intelligence intimidate you, are you afraid of what I can do? Create a demon inside you, without any verbal consent and destroy you. ...

In place of beauty you find death, an open grave that fits only yourself. In place of dreams you find empty shadows, dusty people and careless assholes. In place of memories you find empty frames, unable to recall those faces or names. In place of acceptance you find indifference, your words go hollow, you make no difference. In place of poetry you find empty notes, bullets set next to a gun of hope. In place of salvation you find your dragon, lose it immediately and become frantic to have it...

My eyes are shedding pain in the form of salty tears, I’m alone on the couch, all alone with all my fears. I’m all alone with me, and I can’t escape this inadequate she, I really can’t deal with myself or me. I’m really fucking sad. Goddamn what’s the deal? I thought you’d be here to heal, all I need is a hug or touch, I just need to feel. Remove this shell of depression and hell, replace it with your love, without condition. More than I rely on water and air, I need you to fill my lungs and ...

Your childish yacking, incessant babbling, my eyes roll as your jaw keeps flapping. Elementary investments in your under developed style stock, keep yapping bland style, get on with your babble Rock. Your a fucking joke, cough as you choke, Indo I smoke, leave you tongue tied, crouched in a corner like a little bitch swearing your too high, in need of milk and bread you cry. You silly, sheltered, stress smoking sell out, stick your mother fucking hands out, palms down, sleeves rolled, Chaos h...

Lost in a daze An everlasting haze A labyrinth of Chaos My heart’s own maze Adolescent phase Aged days Bottled and vintage underneath this house A mouse scampering under the rug Forceful punch squished mouse at once. Once upon a time A girl sat down to leak a rhythm Slit her wrists and Gushed her life line Sometimes To write is wrong and right seems wrong To release words of such degree A million threat letters targeted at me Helplessly lost and wandering around Searching for a meaning I acci...