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Perched upon my singled-out, iconic bar stool, Spot-lighted at a side-lined table With my cup of coffee and singed tongue, I listen to the roar of conversation that has Distracted my already scattered train of thought. So much is being spoken that none of it makes sense. But I feel that if all was isolated, Each of those conversing would continue in their lack of sense And meaning. I sit back and accept my loss at being lost in my own thoughts. Curious now, I counter their invasion into my t...

"I am undeserving. Unworthy. Despicable. And I am sick. I curse. Drink. Lust. And I lie. I am weak. Broken. Lost. And I have done nothing to change that. Despise me. Hate me. Forget me. Please."

Pining for peace With this horrible distance. To see your face; Future embrace do consume My thoughts And dreams. But I must wait, For I am not ready To give you anything. I have yet to perfect My love's outlook. For now, I see you And I thank God. But what I want And what I need Is to thank God Without seeing you at all.

“I don’t hate you. I wish I did though. It would be easy to hate you. So easy. What makes things hard is that I don’t. I hate what you did. I hate how you ruined everything. I hate all the promises you made, And how you went back on your word. Now I can’t trust you. I can’t believe anything that comes out of your mouth. It’s all lies to me. You’ve changed. You’re not the same person you were before. I can’t stand who you are now, At least, who you are towards me. I can still see that person i...

"I don't hate you. I wish I did though. It would be easy to hate you. So easy. What makes things hard is that I don't. I hate what you did. I hate how you ruined everything. I hate how it's so easy for you to hide what you feel. I hate how it's so easy for you to find comfort. I hate how you've found her, And I'm still trying to find me."