Kristina telling herself "No!" Bree crawls up inside her screaming "Yes!" They tell themselves their not crazy, But oh, yes, They are. Kristina and Bree combined into one To become one moster smoker. Both of them lighting the glass pipe, Both of them inhaling the smoke, Both of them getting higher and higher, Both of them exhaling, Both of them smiling, Both of them crashing, Both of them not caring.

Falling,Falling,Falling. Crashing,Crashing,Crashing. Falling and crashing over and over again. Realapsing over and over again. Inhaleing,Inhaleing,Inhaling, Taking over her system. Exhaling,Exhaling,Exhaling, Making her head feel lighter. Eyes getting oh so, Wider,Wider, Wider. Crank, Glass,Ice, So many names to just take that Trip,Trip,Trip

Here I am, Sitting, Crying. Now it's not like I'm sobbing crying, the kind of crying when a single tear falls every couple seconds.            "So that's it?" I say, stammering over the words. I'm taking in every single thing about him while I have the time to. His Abercrombie sent surounds me as I'm examining his Freshly cut brown hair. Looking at his eyes, Oh his eys. Right now they seem to be green meaning he's angery or very ups...

Stammering over my own thoughts, Again and again, Falling deeper and deeper into them, Over thinking the one thing that doesnt need thought about. Thinking shouldn't cause so much pain, Thinking shouldn't cause so much hatred. Thinking shouldn't make me feel this. Thoughts are supposed to be kept to yourself, Not supposed to be shared with everyone and anyone, Not supposed to be said aloud , Not to supposed to be over thought, Thinking is no longer a sacred thing.

Music isnt just a form of art, It's a form of life. Its like a gate way drug, Not only is it addictive but it can open up the doors to soooo many Opportunities Music can come in any shape or form Truly music can cure your pain , But only if you invite it in.  

Im here, Your there, But thing is, Here and there are the same as everywhere. Im living today for tomorrows satisfaction, Your living today as tomorrows destraction. I could always say I'm right and your wrong  But that would make me wrong for saying I'm right. They do say that oppisites attract, But Who's to know?

Life, Spins right passed you. Life, Is one big dream. Life, Can be a nightmare or, Life, Can be sweet dream. Life, Can take you in any direction. Life, Can take you left, Life, Can take you right. Life, Can go spirraling down right infront of you or, Life, Can go shooting right up infront of you, Life, Is based on decisions. Life, Is always what you decide. Life, Is something that you live, Life Can be a volentary or involentary action. Life, Is what you decide to make it.

Pain is just a state of mind. Think past what hurts and think about whats fine. Pain can come in any shape or form. Emotional, Physical, doesnt matter your still torn. Pain can scar you if you don't think it over You know like being sober. Pain isnt something that's easy to get ride of Its not so sweet and simple. But just remember, Pain is just a state of mind