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A bright smile, my future so close. I have so much to look forward to. My dreams are coming to be, my goals within my reach. But still... I am not happy. My heart still aches with a longing, a loneliness untended. The emptiness I endure, the daily reminder of my pain, how can I get past this? I love so deeply, and I'm hated so fiercely. I only want acceptance. I finally gained self-confidence. But in the face of all I've gained, in the face of all that's open before me, the taunting voices of...

I was writing a poem, and it was fucking amazing. And then the fucking proxy kicks me off. Go figure. Fuck life. Back to the drawing board. I hope this still turns out okay. Actually I don't think it's that good. But hey. It's an expression that I've been needing. This isn't for you. This isn't for anyone. It's for me. But I'm sharing because I only ever wanted to be understood. How can I express what I have inside? I can't. This is all I've got. Bear with me. Was mich nicht umbringt, macht m...

A new hope, fragile as glass, shining in my hands. A new life, beckoning, such sweetness, a chance to capture my dreams. You made me believe, with you it was all possible. You told me I could, I was starting to think my dreams were within reach. And then you turned, knocked hope from my hands, shattered pieces on life's harsh reality. You loved me... once. Now you act as though it was nothing. Can we not converse? Adults do. Never gave me a chance... cut me off from my dreams, sure as if you'...

Lies, defeat, bitter disappointment. My heart cries out, a new injustice uncovered. How could he have done this to me? Everything was so false, for two and a half years. Now I have you, you promise me things, can I trust even you? My heart argues with my head, I don't know where to turn. I know you love me. But, I thought he loved me. You promise I'll never feel this again. He swore never to hurt me again. My heart wants to trust you. Look where trust got me before. I don't understand. I'd ha...

A scared little girl, inside my mind, trapped by more than fear. Why'd you do this, Daddy? My mind is not my own. What's real? Who am I? Questions without answers. You say you want to help. How can you? It's obvious... you understand so little. He raised a motherless child, fed her lies from the cradle. I'm not okay. I'm just a problem. I'm such a burden to people. They don't want the responsibility, of caring for my fragile mind. I've been broken so long, what's it like to be whole? My life ...