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The sky darkens as my fear accelerates the beat of my heart at the thought of losing you. The fear a bitter taste in my mouth. I put you in a cage, locking it, but giving you the key, hoping you choose not to fly away. Even angel's in disguise cry. Nothing changes the fact I depend on you to be, even as independence is what made my broken wings fly. Raindrops slip though my spread fingers. Leaving a path that could be tears mixed in at the thought of you flying away. Even angel's in...

I thought you cared, was that false? Am I your charity case? You don't care, I'm just there for you to fall back on. See this knife? If I put it to my throat now what would you say to keep me from sliding it across my throat, letting pools of crimson spill around us. See that doormat? when you walk on it, when you scrape the bottoms of those shoes on it's surface, do you picture me? Does a smile spread across your face as you imagine my whole self, everything that makes me who I am fall to pi...

 I sit in class and wonder, does everything seem like it should? I know everyone doesn't see what I do but why can't I explain why I think it would be too hard for everyone to see like how I do. At the same time if everyone saw how I did then what would be the point in being unique, everyone would think the same I did but then maybe people wouldn't think I was weird if they knew what I thought about. but same as usual they probably would think I was just weird trying to understand the wa...