What's happening in this situation ? My perception of it is split . What's manifested isn't fitting , the way I envisioned it . I said I wanted a woman , and I said I'd treat her right . But, these walls , I feel 'em closing in , and I just want to be alone tonight . And I have women in my life who ask almost nothing of me . But , why is it when I commit to one , I just can't seem to feel free ? I do not wish to be a whisper , heard within a breeze . I do wish to look on others , as themselve...

Frightening , sometimes , as I close my eyes , and to possible demise , just leap . And for just one moment , I seem to own it , this world's made just for me . Breath caught short and eyes shut tight , suspended for a timeless moment , Second thoughts reflect what's sought , artfully contrasting to reveal no defeat . And it's pretty neat to watch it all , standing tall in an endless universe . Tuned to my own timing , unwinding , discerning , allowing what penetrates to be dispersed .

I'm such a fuckin pansy , I'm lost finding myself wearing panties . Reminding myself of what can't be , Dreaming in my shanti . Panting wearily Eyes tearily deceiving , believing tears to be relieving . Darkly wondering what's worth retrieving . Striving for surviving , Lying , Selling my time belying , disconnection . Protection , perplexion . Pretension , insurrection , blessing reflection , measuring redemption , Wishing intention , Bending submission . Simply stating , Lack of relating , ...

An intergalactic traveler , One of the unravellers of Time using mine to unleash The creative powers within all that seem to seek, to unleash and express their power In a way that's not meek . A Freak ? An easy way to label me Though I cannot deny that without this outlet I would not today be set free.

I am dreamer , and I can always make myself laugh ! Especially when I'm stoned like now , I'm in the zone the tone it resonates the way the light plays in your eyes can I stay a while as we walk a ways down this road together learning in play just the way you smile . Your smile it lights up the world for me And I can breathe appropriately now .

I'm remembering incinerating thoughts about emotions brought on by , anger-fueled actions and Love potions . I'm a smoking gun as I choke on fumes inhaled one cancer stick at a time and I feel young and used. Coins tossed down to be read like bones. A pattern of dissolution On the table in another man's home. This poem describes the condition of my present And presently , this description states abatement of old ways of reacting, acting now with clarity and passion. I've stayed on my path .

The travelling chills of roadside thrills. The bills , that no longer exist . I've fixed this mixed bag of blessings The light lifting hefty Ambitions . I've found submission , in my " listen". My appreciation of the small things . My " thank you's " grow these wings , Can I bring these things to you ?

The relevance of a momentary connection At 3 AM in the hallway of my third floor apartment in LA Drunk on saturday night with a guitar strapped to my back "Where you goin at this hour?" I say . "Out for smokes " Comes your reply And smiles exchanged We go on our merry ways And I can't deny that I've seen you before wandering the halls on other floors Of OUR building This is OUR town Yet somehow neither of us belongs . Out of this moment comes this song and there is nothing about you that feel...

I'm mired From choosing Lust over being required , And I'm a liar too . My instability's caused Her to put out the fires Of Love . She's withdrawn from being here to above . I am shunned , Is this just a game I've not yet won ? Such dumb , Stupid choices I make And rake My heart Through the debris of Love's earthquakes In the eyes with which I face myself , I'm dis-graced , Erased . The potential to be loved is what's left . I'm missing you , This tangled mess I guess I'll live . But I don't ...

It's Fucking amazing The hypocrisy some people can live with ! And if you'd give me a quater , I'd show you the truth And how you've chosen to live it . Love it and forgive it . I won't taint my experience Anymore with your truths , Based on binge beliefs Your value IS higher Than what you're willing to see . So let it be , It's the choice I'm making Intending you into a re-making Making sense of what I've seen .