OfTrepidation's profile

OfTrepidation avatar
AGE: 29
LOC: Chaska, MN
GEN: Female
LAST LOGIN: October 24

i sometimes believe that i think too deeply. Pain can come from this. however, this assists in my writing. It may be dark, beautiful and morose but i guess that defines me. although with the inspiration of beauty i can be lifted.

update: I no longer see myself as dark. In fact, I have very greatly “lightened up”. I am much happier now, but I find it interesting that I am lacking inspiration the happier I get. Whats with that?

my myspace check it out” www.myspace.com/slaphappyjess

If you do wish to reference my quotes, etc. plaease use my real name Jessica Furuli. Thanks

Item Stats
Reviewer Stats
Items
Quotes / mad art
Version 1
145 Reviews   6 Comments
Unless the madness tells you differently, you are an artist.
Ratings & Rankings
Poetry / The Descent
Version 1
2 Reviews   0 Comments
How do you stop yourself from taking that slow walk off the plank into that abyss in which you once lived? After being ripped away from your home or what had become home The colors were gray and sometimes it rained very hard. The cold was never bothersome. You always did favor the cold. Always preferd the shadow instead of the sun from which it was born. And when the time came to be reborn, The light was painful to your eyes. Adaptation would occur But pills and talk could not always keep the...
Ratings & Rankings
Poetry / i, the Phoenix
Version 1
1 Review   0 Comments
from the flames that became extinquished here i stand resurrected as in the past twice in the year my spirit death rebirth death rebirth the Phoenix etched permanent ink into soft pink skin a reminder that shall evoke the memories so many times and many more to come i, the Phoenix, will rise into the sun
Ratings & Rankings
Poetry / victim
Version 1
1 Review   0 Comments
here it is again more scars to show the victim that i am the victim i always may very well be here i am held captive to the demons hiding within twenty six years fighting to be released twenty six years of submission concealed inside the dark caverns of my psyche must those demons fully expose themselves in order for the light to conquer them? fight with sword of fire deep into the belly of my capters preferences of flight tell me to hide to cower in the cave i must succeed in my dominance to...
Ratings & Rankings
Version 1
1 Review   0 Comments
There is no music playing today Not even the lazy tune of a funeral march The slow low cello has put it strings to rest Surprising for how I feel Where is the dance fever The “Rock Out with Your Cock Out” Care free spirit Where have all the flowers gone? Am I only happy when it rains? I don’t feel the music of the hills The backwater slow jamboree Or the skull cracking head banging jam I can’t hear the watery voices so fluid and gentle Or the rooted voices like strong powerful trees The fire ...
Ratings & Rankings
Reviews
Humor/Satire / Plum Crazy Chapter1
I was very entertained by your peice. I would look forward to ready more. I make jokes about Bedazzlers all the time, so that was extra fun. I love the line "I was like Gandhi, but with pink underwear". Good times.
Poetry / Paths
Locked
Humor/Satire / Bathroom engaged
So crude yet entertaining! Very visual and at times you can almost smell it. Ha.
Humor/Satire / Plum Crazy (Prologue)
This was a refreshing read today. Very witty and entertaining. I would look forward to reading more.
Favorites
ITEMS (4)

 

Poetry / Emotionless
Journal, Diary, & Blogging / How to Be Urbisly Cool and Popular

[ View all ]