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Sheltered life, With one more desire, Lying alone, Blinded by the sun That shines in your eyes, Wishing that I could see, Your face illuminated by the glow, Of this heart-felt fire. “Ignore the word if, It’s a when”, Flashes your smile, Closing your eyes As you take my hand, And we feel the, Curious sensation, As the sun shines away the rain, Hearts start beating, And I know, We’re no longer dreaming. Don’t even know what I’m feeling, Because it’s such a cloudy day, But you’re becoming A huma...

Living in a painfully Hazy bubble, Trying to pretend, There's one more emotion, That I don't need To feel. But slowly remembering, When you're scared, Living in a world Without a light, And unaware of, The curious sensation, Of having this one, Completely different girl, Who's going to Change a dying life, Into light. And life isn't fair, When you're living, An open wound just begging, To give up, And decay, A destroyed tribute, To an imaginary heart, Lost forever, On a pouring red, Blood spl...

A blackened tear leads the way for the blade, Letting your thoughts hurt me more than the blood, Living for your attention, And dying for your amusement, Begging for your acceptance, And I’d do it all again for you, Let the misery rule this like I wish you would, Just to have you see me, For it to be me that your eyes fell upon, And to feel something in this heart again, To finish the abuse and hatred you’ve given it, Watching you through the hollowness of this all, Pretending it doesn’t hurt...

And there’s so much I’ve told you, In a world just for us two, Watching you read lines that read painfully true, Until the sun opens my eyes. There’s a place beneath blankets and sheets, Where I’ve sometimes seen your face, And a perfectly gentle smile, Just resting gently on mine, In this lovingly enchanted place. And if I knew how you do it, I swear my life would be dedicated, A light burning just for you. I’d promise you a life that’s free, A world completely empty, Just you, signed eterna...

Looking back on the lives we destroyed, Filled with a seemingly consuming, Desperation, turning quickly, With every heart beat, As we both think quietly, How we both know it’d be beautiful, To burn them to the ground. And days are just flowing past, Bleeding confessions into a, Never-ending past, Swapping, Pain-laden veins for the pleasure, Of remembering, Everything’s going to be okay. I don’t really know why, He makes you so happy, But you just can’t give it up, Whispering the pain, That I’...