amberr81's profile
AGE:
28
LOC: Rutland, VT
GEN: Female
LAST LOGIN: November 23
LOC: Rutland, VT
GEN: Female
LAST LOGIN: November 23
I am a 25 yr old mom of 3. I live in VT & starting to remember why I hated the winters here. I moved to FL in 2001 & came back in 2003 to be with family. I have been taking serious consideration to moving back! I’m just not fond of the cold miserable winters or the fact that there are no jobs worth looking into.
Right now I am an EMT. I love helping people but my co-workers are less than compassionate anymore. My personal opinion is once you lose that then you shouldn’t be in this business anymore. To be truthful, I’m starting to lose mine. I hate the thought of that because that has been one thing I have prided myself on.
I write because it has become a constructive oulet for my pain, fears, hopes & dreams. I don’t really have m…
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You've opened my eyes Finally I see As doubt dies you bleed into me Your gaze burns With a touch of a finger My body yearns For that touch to linger Sweetest kiss ecstasty drips Eternal bliss From your luscious lips A raw heat in your eyes Over your chest my fingers glide Your palm sliding up my thigh Tempature's are on the rise Passion thick in the air Steaming bodies forge together Locked in a lustfull stare We are now one forever Climax shared as one Tears come to our eyes As we watch the ...
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red & white lights flashing, siren screaming for all to yield. Adrenaline flooding my viens heart racing to keep up with my body. fragile life hangs in the balance, the golden hour begins. family distraught with grief, a soul on the edge. 2 breaths & no response, I push on her chest in vain. 2 more breaths, still no sign of life or hope. Everyone clear! Shocks delivered......We wait....... Sobbing daughter in the doorway, her pain floods my senses. My parnter shouts to push liquid life in to ...
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She lays in wait For just the right time Sensing the bait A pouncing preditor in her prime A beast thought caged I should have been wiser Her own death she staged My throat in the mouth of this tiger Thin line between love & hate With inner demons eating me alive Have to save myself before it's too late But she won't let me die Suffering is what she wants A soul eating virus inside Yet my mind is what she haunts Rage she loves, she thrives on pride This beast within me I hide her well But she...
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The cold lingers in the air like a thick blanket of contempt. You hold nothing in your eyes, emptiness fills the room. I want to reach out, but I'm afraid I may shatter. There's no comfort here, just this bitter taste. My mind swirls with what went wrong. I try to reach for the answers, but they elude me. What have I done now. You left with barely a word as I sat in silence & wonder. This too must be my doing & now my chest fills with empty ache. I want to speak of how I feel, But it hurts to...
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Very true. I learned to shed my mask a few yrs ago. I am who I am & I have what I have.......You can love me for me or take a hike! :) There's just no other way to be ;)
To me this sounds like a battle within to find who you really are & in finding that, it released you. you are able to be yourself & who you really want to be & dance to the beat of you soul.....I love it.
yes while reading this poem I did see myself & I also wondered what lessons you had learned & what tragedies you had endured......I must say you are very insiprational for me :)
I love it. I can relate to the eagle & the chess game. I love the wat you put this together. To be honest, I really can't fathom the right words to express how I feel about this one. It reaches into my soul & makes me remember all the good things in my life. ty for sharing this.
I like this. I think you may be thinking of someone in particular (M.M.)! Anyway I get the point & I have to agree with the message.
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