Where is the man who waits for me? Where is he? Across the sea. On a journey that he may never return from. My heart longs for him. Time passes but he is never forgotten. As he rides in and out on the tides He always comes back for me Where is the man who gave his love free? Where is he? The man who is willing to die for me. As soon as his memory starts to go away He comes back making sure he remains My heart aches as this game is played He was here and now is gone again A figment of my imagi...

Dark blot on my soul There is one who sees it Who else knows The Harlot stands on the sidewalk As the town crier shouts her deeds In anguish and anger There is dread between Death is a kiss of fate A bullet to the head The souls of the lost doesn't always remain dead The stain remains To remind her of her dark time when she was lost and broken Looking for the light to find the one who can wash it off He cries for her in the night... his lost sheep But one of many she has strayed away from him...

In the darkness it lingers lurking an unseen danger You can't see it Hidden well beneath the surface In the shadows does it hide waiting to jump out "Surprise" Anger drifting in and out of my white cottage house In the daylight you still won't find the anger he has inside So calm and serene Tidy and clean In the past my mom once said "It's the quiet ones you have to watch out for" repeats in my head I should have listened instead In the moonlight sometimes it creeps when it seems like its asl...

You loved me once But not right now You loved me twice But I wonder how Ed is past and past is gone Why am I here in the past Stuck in the nightmare of us You kissed me once And wow You kissed twice Why not now Loved, how I loved And you took my breath away You are gone Yet I still breathe Breathless because my breath is with you And will ever be How my heart yearned Once more for the touch Of your loving hand My heart belongs to one man I wanted to forget Ed is past You didn't want that I wa...

Unworthy Unworthy of your love Why waste my time waiting For the time to be right Unworthy of the gentleness Of your kiss And the passion you ignited within I realized this... No need for you to worry No need for me to cry I am unworthy of your time so here I am in this sad abyss missing the caress of your fingertips Wanting to be wanted And the want is returned not Not to me I will most certainly let it be

Toxins There are toxins within Beneath the surface Racing within my veins Tingling tonight Making me itch I just want to dig Dig deeper be complete or just go away Deeper than before Pus pentrating the surface Toxins making me itch Bacteria epedemic Making me twitch Scratch and dig Bleed until the toxin is released Be free toxin be free To infect someone else with your disease

Where ever you go Is where I want to be I want you to wake up With me When you hold me it feels so right When you kiss me I don't want to say goodbye Shivers up and down my spine Where are the times when you said that you were mine Waiting for time Time is what I want tonight Maybe I miss you Maybe you do too Maybe soon Where ever you go I'll go too Just to be with you

The air is tinged with a certain foulness An odor reeking havoc with my senses Tired of all the false pretenses Death lingers drumming her fingers she wondered if she ever cared Music streaming from somewhere Certain to be a dream, an illusion A nightmare She can see her reflection Twisted, distorted Walking this road lost and all alone Always wrong and never right Ready for aspects to end tonight Consumed, confused Tired of feeling blue Something wicked this way comes And when it does it wil...

I am so tired of this dysfunctional dissarray I know it will never change Living in a haze So tired of wasted days I can't say that I don't mind Don't mess with my time What can make me change my mind You think it's a task that you're up to I am so tired of this place I am so tired of my face I know time just can't erase The wrong that I have done I am so tired of being used I am so tired of being confused I can't say that I don't mind I often do Is it real or do you care If it's fake do I mi...

I feel so empty in my soul It's a dark and empty hole Where is the sun that did shine there Why is it lost in hell Can it come back I wonder if it will If I can smile then can I still feel What is fake and what is real? It's empty in my soul I don't like my home I flinch when the floor creaks but I am bound there by a ring I still feel nothing Scared and all alone I wonder why no one knows I can't take one more blow This home just isn't home My soul is empty can't you see What you have done t...