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I'm writing for the first time in a long time, and I am writing in hopes of no one finding this almost.... All because you're not supposed to talk about your illnesses with people... I have a major illness. It kills me everyday to have to take medications that change the way my body works...how I look, and how I feel. The main two that kill me are lyrica and abilify....psychiatric medications. I recently began to taper down on my abilify, much to my psychiatrist's dismay. He told me it wasn't...

As I get older, I want kids more and more. It's hella scary, but it's true. Perhaps it's my love of sex...the touch of someone else that makes me feel secure...the feeling of a strong relationship backed by even stronger sex is the strongest love thing for me... I want to give my kids the world, however, so now is not the time...

Music is my drug of choice and let me tell you why The bad effects are not so bad They only make you think about the life you've lived And the ones you will never feel... But the good of music outdoes the bad The bad effects are good and the good are great There are feelings that can't be expressed that music won't let you ignore... Music's goodness is whole and pure; dirty and groutesque; the loved and the hated; conservative and taboo. Music makes me move like no one can It picks me up shoo...

Sometimes I feel like I'm lost in translation. I have a bf that I love, but I can't tell if it's fucking or love. Well, I know it's love... But I can't fully express myself. I have school and a potential Aerospace career. I should be set for money, but not happiness... I've got a fucked up mind and nothing important to say...

Sometimes I feel like I'm lost in translation. I have a bf that I love, but I can't tell if it's fucking or love. Well, I know it's love... But I can't fully express myself. I have school and a potential Aerospace career. I should be set for money, but not happiness... I've got a fucked up mind and nothing important to say...