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We bathe in a pool of nude silence, performing an off-balance ballet. Skipping beats and out of sync. Asking ourselves, “How long before this pointless charade plays out and wears thin?” I need some motivation… A reason to mend my torn, yellow dress. So I give you my request: “Set fire to this dried up heart of mine. Let it burn. Watch the colors blaze in every hue of heartbreak.” But you don’t hear. You’re too caught up in a fit of conceit to even notice. I’m screaming now, drowning the room...

So I've separated my life from yours just like I separated all the vowels from the consonants. I'm the E, always changing, holding a different sound. And you're the K, you've always sounded the same. You'll always be the same. But Q steps in. You know he can't be alone. In constant search for a U, a companion. I could be a U for you, Mister Q. After all, who needs E's and K's when you've got Q's and U's?

Soon enough, Autumn's leaves will fall, leaving nothing but the brash chill of winter- when everything dies. There's no chance for survival, and soon enough, our leaves will fall too. "You're not the best," I say, "you'll never be." No matter how I desire, this fate can't be changed: We're destined for ruin. But it's all his fault, that perfect boy with his charming smile and child-like fantasies. He's my true gentleman, not you. So sorry my dear...

Do you? Do you really? Do you really love me? Yes? Yes you do? Yes you love me? Then let me know. Dammit, just show me. I want to see it, not just hear it. Tell me I'm beautiful. Dammit, make me feel beautiful. I want that, more than anything, more than ever. Why? Why don't you know? Dammit, you don't know me. You don't know how much you hurt me. You don't know that you make me cry. Dammit, open your eyes. Look at me and see what I need. I show you all the time. Dammit, just pay attention. Yo...

Cut the pretense of emotion and twisted hatred. We can be the perfect contradiction in my bed of lies. Rip off your covers and your clothes and we'll make this night our worst memory yet. let it all spill out and we'll make believe to be a fairy tale romance gone awry. Sleeping Beauty is wide awake and her knight's armor has lost its luster. We can live happily ever after by our own rules.