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Sarah was a girl not much older than 13. She was very lonely ever since her best friend Amy committed suicide not more than a month ago over a boy named Adam. They did everything together and told each other everything. Sarah was very angry that a boy had come between all of that and took her best friend from her. She didn’t know if she should be madder at Amy or at Adam. She was just so confused and hurt that Amy didn’t talk to her before her suicide. They were both very happy girls. Well be...

I ran to the bathroom stuck a finger in my throat and released all the calories I had just eaten. Things have been like this for a while. About two months to be exact. I don’t know how it started. I’m about 4’10” and weighed 116 pounds before it started. Call it what you want but I call it fat. I now weigh 98.4 pounds all because of this addiction. I don’t know how it became and addiction but after the first time I just couldn’t stop. It might be because of the incredible feeling I get knowin...

There was a moment when all my thought were blank. Everything came into one ear and just passed out the other. I never really cared about anyone not even myself. That's when you entered and changed my life. This is when my whole insight of reality changed. [chorus:] You just knocked down the door and entered. You made me see the light again. I'll love you forever and I never want to let you go. Nothing you can do anymore will change me. All our playful conversations and little love notes. Mad...

Thoughts of suicide every night. empty pill bottles on the floor from false attempts in the past. The change of succeeding is like a game of rusian roulette. Never certain but very possible. Why does life have to be this way? Is they any hope? Will there ever be?

depression – a feeling so hard to break once entered into its cage of doom. a feeling so overrated. a feeling so deep it creates self inflicted pain. a feeling so hopeless with much concern from others but not enough to help.