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It is only out of desperation that Our truest words come forth. It is only out of depression, longing, loniness, That our most secret of secrets show, That our hearts truly bleed red. It is only out of heart-ach that we Find what we want most is out of reach. I'll no longer say never because Saying it makes it real, I'll only say I want it, Crave it, Need it more than I need my art, More than I need my words, my voice, My one tool for release. I'll only say that one day, Sooner rather than la...

'I'm fine.' Probably the easiest line to see through. It's sad how often I employ this line. It's sad how often people believe me. I'm not sure when it went from Being plain, honest truthto landing on the Doorstep of endless lies untold, but It's the only line of defense, The only thing I can say to keep you out, Keep everyone behind the yellow tape that Surrounds my open, bleeding heart. If I vowed honesty in all I say How many times can I swallow down these words? How long till people reali...

To get to know me One must only turn the page Because my secrets, my pain, My heart is splashed across each one. Maybe that's why I haven't written, Not one word, in my journal, Maybe that's why the book is so bare, Maybe that's why I can't seem to find it. I lie to everyone, telling them that I bottle everything up inside, That I never let it out, But that bottle has long since overflowed. Even now it flows, Spilling forth my secrets, Splashing them across the page And no one knows how to se...