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I drew it up I pushed it in. Heroin my long lost friend.At first it was a quick hello with a nodding of my head.Then when all my money was spent I lost my friends because of the money they lent.So I had to find another way i needed money for my fix i need it now i need it quick so here I was sucking dick.I had a monkey on my back always hungry for his snack.The more I fed him the more he ate the more he ate the more i died and everyday I feel the pain until i feed my friend HEROIN.

How do I write when im not sad any more? butterflies and rainbows are not my thing before I hated everything.And slowly creeping into my sight Rayes of dawn to break the night. Never had I seen a sun before as brillent as today. When I opened my heart to its warm embrace my poems went away.So it seems I have a choice to make close my eyes and walk away or slowly watch my poems fade. Into the shadow I caught a break where its neither daynor night.In the dark I feel the light and in the light I...

Somewhere deep within myself I see only you Im lost inside your love So lost I can no longer find me And now the walls are closing in I feel them all around The weight of my love for you is pressing on my soul It holds me down killing me until it Kills my love for you

Amanda awoke on the floor eyes tear stained' arm asleep, but embrassed most of all. she tried to make her appearance neater' but it was absolutly hopeless. she went to the door. sometime during the night michael had unlocked it there was a food cart in the hall with fresh straberries and cream and a still warm pot of tea and a note. She began to read: Amanda please forgive me for not attending to you myself, but I was called away I've sent for a hackney he will take you anywhere you need to g...

She couldnt tell if it was cold or if it was just her. Walking along this dreary road of IRELAND. By mistake! Thanks to a moody horse and bad directions.This damn Irish rain . She walked along looking for someone, anyone ,thinking toher self "I should have stayed in England". Amanda got a strange feeling she was being watched it frightend her. She began to look around. Thinking to herself did i really come this far? The noises of the forest seemed to explode and then silence.Amanda started to...