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couldn't sleep last night. restlessness consumed me and i pretended to have a virus or a cold. thinking about insignificant details, which in my mind are perhaps significant. woke up to a red dyed eye disguisting look in the mirror. a fucking disguisting animal. borederline of normality. still trying to grasp something, where it went wrong and how quickly i succumbed. let me paint you a picture of what goes on in this intelligent (on paper i have a degree and profession), simple, yet so fucki...

dear lady full of marmalade, making lemonade, while on a promenade, butteflies in your hair, raise your eyelids to the sun rays creeping in through the vines, which grow on the old grey, paint stripped window pane, dont cut your veins, i would be in pain, we have never met, but knowing you this long makes me want to stand in pouring rain, with arms spread out wide, welcoming your dark side, hoping you understand, hoping i understand, the mend, of this fucked up life, i dont want to fuck you, ...

I f_cked an asian hooker the other evening. Stumbled into a forbidden area of civility, an unreversible question of tempting lust. A desire to be with someone, to have in my arms, to hold and to trust. I rang the bell, inside a 1 x 1 hallway, pink colour bouncing off faded white walls. Up the stairs, and onto a lounge, I sat and madam drew a thick blue/green curtain around me, like I was a critically injured patient on a hospital bed. I waited, scared, drunk, under the influence of emotion al...

sight is turned away until it focuses, and i look up, at the moment, looking you in the eye. your eyes slowly turn up from your eyelids, you know what i want! the blonde drapes slide past the side of your face and i cannot breathe for a moment but hide behind my palms, hiding underneath my shadow hoping you would notice, but wishing you were mine. and the smooth skin i see, your navel looking at me, how i would like to rub the tip of my tongue across, pulling your belt. you are another envy, ...

the sun stopped smiling and as i walked outside feeling the cold, gusty air, i stopped and looked at the sky. the stars were out and the moon was asleep, lit candles shining brightly on a dark pale blue, misty, sheet of silk. the ant in my pocket sneezed and i knew i wouldnt see you tonight. the clouds rolled in like an extra blanket to snuggle the moon and she said loud not, lights out, sleep now my angel for tomorrow is another day, another way to bring you together. the endless pathways i ...