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 I sat on Ariello’s comfortable couch in a very dark room just watching the fish swim back and forth. I had done this many times before. The fish tank was beautiful and relaxing, but today was different. Today I was trying to forget what was about to happen. In just a couple hours I would begin my very painful change into being a full vampire. I wanted to cry I was so scared. Part of me was ready to get this over with. The part of me that was already dead and in so much pain, my he...

 The impact of Perseid   Let it just be known how tired I am of dreaming. I have done very well lately by not thinking of certain people and trying to get on with life as a normal human. I read a ton of helpful journals to try to make myself more prepared, and to have a better understanding of what is happening and what will be happening to me. But for some reason as usual my brain, heart and body are not all in it together. Last night my dream was simple, but had a huge impact on m...

  8. The impact of Perseid   Let it just be known how tired I am of dreaming. I have done very well lately by not thinking of certain people and trying to get on with life as a normal human. I read a ton of helpful journals to try to make myself more prepared, and to have a better understanding of what is happening and what will be happening to me. But for some reason as usual my brain, heart and body are not all in it together. Last night my dream was simple, but had a huge impac...