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at last it is here, the day i've been dreading. it has been exactly one year and thirteen hours since dad died...and i'm still not over it. my mom completely forgot, and tried to make it up with ben & jerry's. my boyfriend prolly won't remember because he forgets everything....and my friends just now figured out he was gone. it might have been my fault because i didn't make a big deal out of it....then or now. i guess i didn't want anyone to know...oh well. anyway, i guess this wallowing in s...

Mikey, I just want you to know that I love you so much. I hate how much I have been thinking about college as much as I have been lately, but I cannot help it. To tell you the truth, I have thought about the whole college thing since you said the University of Minnesota. So, I just want you to know that this letter is only explaining my position on our options. Please forgive me for thinking about this now. You have set your sights on the University of Minnesota, and I have set mine on Sagina...

Hey there dad, How have you been? I've been ok. I haven't been getting into too much trouble lately. The hickey thing might break that three month "no getting in trouble" streak though. By the way, Mike gave me a hickey on Tuesday. I know you already know, but I wanted to tell you anyway. We've been doing really good dad. He and I have been together for almost seven months. How amazing is that? I know it isn't the longest relationship that I have had so far, but I think that it's good. I didn...

ok...this is really not something i would normally due, but i think that it's called for. we hit a rough patch. a really rough patch. and i think that dad would have wanted us to work it out. so here it goes. 1. i'm sorry that i got all defensive and stuff. i probably should have tried to work out the problems we were having. to be fair though, you said a lot of hurtful things. 2. i'm sorry that i wrote your mom that e-mail about the SSI thing. it was mean, but i was really mad about it. i th...

Hey Dad, So oh em gee was this an amazing first day of school. I got to meet all my teachers, got to see what was expected of me, and got to pretend like I cared. So, I got to meet Ms. Sambouchi (butchered yet again) and she's so cool. She likes to go to all of these concerts and stuff. It was awesome. And then I was told that I don't have to take exams this year at all! Fuck yea. I just have to not have five absences, no suspensions, and no expulsions. That's pretty easy for me you know. I h...