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It had been almost a year, and yet I couldn't stop causing myself pain. At first it seemed like a great idea, but now somehow it seemed almost immoral. But if it helped me forget how could it be immoral? I wasn't hurting anyone else. It only looked bad, but it really wasn't, right? There wasn't that much blood, it was only a few cuts anyways, which are supposed to help any of the real pain I'm feeling. But this time it didn't seem to work, the depression, and loneliness still had a hold on me...

It looked bad, but it really wasn't, right? There wasn't that much blood, it was only cutting anyways, which is supposed to help any of the real pain I'm feeling. But this time it didn't work, I only felt the same the depression, and loneliness still had a hold on me. Why wasn't it working anymore? Maybe I was doing it wrong, or maybe I am my mojo for this. But I had been doing this for a freaking year, how could this NOT be working? I sat there for at least an hour replaying in my head the e...

i'm in the church where we first met here with you is where i really am in this world with only us two is what i've fallen into i will not go without holding your hand your the one to blame for this feeling it's hard to say when this began but is it what we need to remember now? it's what we did that counts i loved you for so long and it's neverending remember me like i am now i'm planning to keep the promises i made also remember, it's not over for us, Tyler it's not that far away fifteen mi...