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AGE:
34
LOC: Centereach, NY
GEN: Male
LAST LOGIN: November 17
LOC: Centereach, NY
GEN: Male
LAST LOGIN: November 17
I write because I have been summoned to do so. I do not desire to write but my mind can only store so many thoughts. I must purge myself of the demons that haunt me. I try to direct my energy to something constructive like expressing myself with words. With words I can achieve all those dreams which in reality fail to materialise. I am rich with creative thought but sometimes lacking in fuel to move the wagon along. My struggle between adrenaline pumping enregy and total blackness is pretty much a daily ritual. Writing is the addictive drug that keeps me from going insane. Red wine helps too:)
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October 2006 I must admit I have been drinking and I do have a bottle of Cabernet under my belt, But I did just have a two-hour conversation with my father, albeit rare, He ordered some pants of a disputable color that don’t quite fit, I might say bad he felt, Any way the truth is we don’t talk that in depth so this was as much as I could bare, I mean I do love the man and all of his wisdom he is extremely smart It’s just that sometimes he preaches to me and I feel I have my own opinion I con...
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I awake in the morning to a too familiar touch Its something I’ve felt before, I’ve never liked it much. It happens way too often this time of year, It paralyzes my body, intensifies my fear. I pull the covers off, one foot on the floor A chill engulfs my body, as I head towards the door. As my blood begins to flow, I walk to the next room, The day is just beginning and already a horrid gloom. I stare at the face in the mirror, It looks me right in the eye It has fear written all over it, it...
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Don’t you judge me, don’t you dare. Its not your problem, and you’re not aware. You don’t know what moves me or keeps me going I can’t help if I’m different, and you are unknowing. I’m quiet outside, but my fire still flares I shun all the pointing, the smirks and the stares I don’t care how you feel or what you’re thinking I live life how I want, without ever blinking I can see right through you, and into your head You wish I was somebody else instead. Well I’m not, I’m me, and I’ll keep to...
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Tick Tock Tick Tock The numbers I see read two O’clock a.m. that is, the middle of the night We have four more hours until my flight Baby get up we have to talk and I know it’s late But it has to be now, this cannot wait There’s something I haven’t told you I didn’t know how Look deep into my eyes; it may be the last time When I leave the ground early tomorrow morning Things will not be the same as they are right now. The truth is I may never see you again And if I do I have no idea when My ...
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There were two of them They came from up North. They knew what had to happen The second they set forth. They moved in deep, and they moved in fast They had never forgotten, what you did in the past. It was a long time ago, and you no longer care But because of your action, the pain they still bear. Well my sorry friend, it is now time The pressure will build, your fear will climb. They’ll be inside and outside, above and below Exactly where you’ll never know. You’ll start to feel weak, your b...
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Very nice piece. Sometimes the past prevents us from moving forward. Good to see you can find inspiration from it, Keep it up.
I love this website. This poem is awesome. Its nice to see other people that think so deeply and intensely. I am loving trying to interperet this work. Great job
This is pretty intense and deep, just my style. You don't reveal so much to give everything away but just enough to perceive through my own eyes. I wish this was longer so I could enjoy it even more.
This definately speaks to me. I always want what I can't have. I guess you can never attain your imagination
This paints a pretty clear picture. The beginning is so detailed I really was able to visualize everything, Beautiful vision until it turned 180 degrees to a jolting reality of continuing to love those that hurt us. This is my first review so I hope it is appropriate.
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