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the monster never lived under my bed instead (preferring darker places) he thrives in the cold cave of my body (rib)caged in my chest between back and breast he lurks where light never leaks (where sun never seeks) and slowly he'll sneak up my spine and sulk behind skull convincing me of my woth less whole (my worthless hole) in my head i role play (i'm dead) without cause he feasts on my flaws and we fast(ly feed) on thoughts of fat and flesh on flesh i want (to refresh) to purge my...

Would you rewrite the streets? retrace reform rewind Snaking and suspending Dipping and descending Intersecting at even our most infinite expanse Would you cast out the rain? pulsing pacing pausing Spilling out and sobbing Thawing out and throbbing Where clouds of damp matter lick the road's vast domain Would you enable time? flying falling fleeting Lapsing by and leaping Kidnapping and keeping With moments stored like jam(med) in jars Is creation even ours? &n...

will you please {try                                 to (for)give me                                              &nb...

"How have you been? Have you endured? I heard you were sick Have you been cured? I'm happy to see you but something's not right Where is that spark you used to ignite? Something is missing Why do you hide? Where is your courage? Where is your pride? Your hair is all tangled Your eyes lack their sheen Where is your spirit for all the unseen?"   "I'd tell you the same but surely you know You also look different You too lost your glow. But see I've been thinking and ...

Our plan was impeccable impermeable even the most divine saliva could not break us down break us up We were inseparable attached like dislocated limbs. In the mornings we'd renew rehearse nothing could deter our preparations up from bed down stairs. We ran on smoke inspired through glass creations. She was experienced exquisite never admitting her mileage run down kept up she'd collect men with quick words. Her secrets were inviolable invulnerable. even her pettiest privac...