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The pain stays It rips me apart Leaves me gasping, wanting I cry, so softly at first But soon my body shakes Consumed with the anger and frustration I open my mouth, I release it all My cries echo around me My pain is sharp and insistent Filling me with great torrent It hurts Damn it hurts

Some people dont know what to do with me. They see me and wonder why I'm even here. Maybe why I'm even alive. Their eyes narrow and they stare at me, judging me. I see the glances they shoot my way. Wondering, always wondering why. I stare back boldly, knowing their thoughts. They think I'm worthless. Trash. A Disgrace. A thing to be removed. To be ignored. To be forgotten. I dont know... They could be right

Hot and cold That's how he is. He looks at me, a searing gaze that knocks me off my feet. My heartbeat races, shocking me because I feel so much. I lick my chapped lips; a nervous habit, but hold his gaze He smiled then. I smile back.

Mama had that kind of beauty. The kind that fooled you into thinking maybe perfection was possible. She had smooth chocolately skin; dreamy and soft to the touch. Her dark thick black hair fell pass her shoulders. She was a tall woman and towered over even most men. Thin though with small dainty hands and a small waist. Her bright lively brown eyes drew you in. They captured you in their grasps, warm and inviting. She had a tinkling laugh too. So soft, it drifted into your ears like light not...

I dont know what it is. I dont know if its true.. My body is always wired, aware of him. My heart thumps wildly, an echo in my ears. I revel in his looks, his touch. I think endlessly of him. But Im not sure... But what else could it be. His eyes, they lose me in their depths. His lips, they are the reason for my daydreams. His hands, they fascinate me. There's more, I know and I love it all.