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I Thought I thought I was in love. I thought he was the one. I thought we’d be together forever. I thought I knew what I was doing. I thought I knew. I thought I knew what I was feeling, but whatever it was must’ve been a lie. Never did I realize how alone I was until I felt the cold, black chair begin to numb my naked butt and back. The numbness awoke me from my utopian state and brought me back to my brutal reality. Here I am sitting on this cold, black chair alone, in this damp grey hospi...

I Thought I thought I was in love. I thought he was the one. I thought we’d be together forever. I thought I knew what I was doing. I thought I knew. I thought I knew what I was feeling, but whatever it was must’ve been a lie. Never did I realize how alone I was until I felt the cold, black chair begin to numb my naked butt and back. The numbness awoke me from my utopian state and brought me back to my brutal reality. Here I am sitting on this cold, black chair alone, in this damp grey hospi...

I thought I was in love. I thought he was the one. I thought we’d be together forever. I thought I knew what I was doing. I thought I knew what I was getting into. I thought I knew what I was feeling, but whatever it was it must’ve been a lie. I never realized how alone I was until I, felt the cold black chair, begin to numb my naked butt and back. The numbness awoke me from my utopian state and brought me back to reality. Here I am sitting on this cold chair alone, in this damp grey hospita...

As I sit here stuck between life and death I constantly say to myself “I’m not dead,” and foolishly I believe it. As I sit here floating, surrounded by all these beautiful hues, I wonder to myself “When will this devilish dream finally come to an end. Today. Tomorrow. Yesterday? Is this dream really my new reality?” It can’t be is always the conclusion I come to. This place, this…….. this…….this limbo is just another one of my prophetic dreams. Maybe one day this will be my resident, but now...

I thought I was in love. I thought he was the one. I thought we’d be together forever. I thought I knew what I was doing. I thought I knew what I was getting into. I thought I knew what I was feeling, but whatever it was it must’ve been a lie. I never realized how alone I was until I, felt the cold black chair, begin to numb my naked butt and back. The numbness awoke me from my utopian state and brought me back to reality. Here I am sitting on this cold chair alone, in this damp gray hospital...