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Poetry / Senses

I never sensed you gone, I never thought you would move on, I never figured taking my time would leave me alone and cold watching the beautiful flakes of snow fall gently to the ground.

When you told me those simple four words I felt my world shatter. The darkness in that room made me feel complete and I couldnt help but feel jittery. Afraid to snap I couldnt stay, you kept getting close and I kept pushing you away. Those four words made me crumble and just one added name made me fall, I felt like you just lied to me.

My world was crushed, I was rushed and you never noticed the tears that fell. I walked that cold road and thought and thought, my two best friends, together at once. I knew it, how could I deny? I had a feeling that in time you two would become one and I would be left with none. I dont mind, I took my sweet time.

So as I steady myself back on my feet Im just telling you, to stay the hell away from me… As I took my sweet time getting close to you, I noticed I was falling for you. But going behind my back, and doing what I knew what was to come you hurt me bad but I wont subcome.

I will dream again, I will breath again. I wont let vermillion tears slide down and drown me out again. I was crushed once before, Im starting to get use to this pattern, its not hard to guess, its not hard to see, all you guys are so easy, so predictable.

You once said I tended to fall for assholes, and I started to notice a pattern with each one. I guess, dispite my Christianly-faith I will proubably end up gay because I dont think I’ll ever find a man right for me.

Goodbye then, my closest friend.

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