Poetry / Haze and Tears

You just appeared one day
Through a dark and hazy room
I tried to reach you through the haze
But you where cold and did not recognize me

Just an unfulfilled relationship
I was barricaded and barred
I held you on a higher level
I craved your attention

You continued to supress my passions
You lowered me to the bottom rung
Even through all the affinity and affection I have for you
I could never make it enough

Maybe it is I that am unworthy
To stand in the shining light of your love
I guess I should stop expecting
That someone else can mend my heart

Now the time is here
For me to just realize that I have failed
That I am just so undesirable
To ever have commanded your attention at all

How do I stop the swirling hurtful memories
The ones I held on to dear
Cause they are the ones that found us together
Now my passions are lost and there’s no desire left

The simple tasks of life just do not interest me
Could it be time to give my soul a permanent rest
Maybe it is time to focus on a new dream
Or a new bond with and warmer being

A more receptive soul
One who is neither above or below me
There is no need for pedestals here
Do I dare believe that I am equal to some one

Now do I fulfill my own dreams
Without the approval of some one else
Difficult to pull myself on alone
Don’t want to believe in an existence so loney

So tears will continue to fall from my eyes
Sorrow will always fill my heart
Life will have less meaning
Your gone and that will tear me apart      

There will be no quick fix for my misery
I will carry this frustration
But I will never tell you how I feel
I will hold it all inside

The scars will not be visable to the naked eye
As long as I remain quiet
I will still have you in my life
Is it worth my lost self

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