Poetry / Infatuation is a 3rd degree burn

what is this
this pain
without you I am hysteria
my mind focuses on your absence and I wonder if you will ever return
I am a caveman wondering if the sun will ever come up again.
2 hours without you and you invade my dreams
2 days without you and my body curls and writhes like an addict with junk sickness
time becomes my enemy it is the fire in which I burn
I am burning for you
measuring second to second to ensure time flows
I want to ride that river and flow into you
I want to hold your body to mine and dive into your eyes
I would feel your warm body envelope me until I was sinking in those placid pools
the water of your soul runs so deep I would let it drag me down even to my death
if only to see how deep your water runs
I would swim with the dolphins in your dreams
they would bear me up into your conscious mind
I would tiptoe through your head and render the images in your most secret thoughts

I need your love like the air I breath.
to be surrounded by it
to have my body blown back by it’s hurricane force
I am already destroyed without it
let your love bear its weight onto me with the force of a megaton
destroy me with it
rebuild me
do anything to me but leave
I look at the clock and it’s fire reminds me
second by second
I wait to be with you
to hold you
to be possessed by you
to love you

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