Journal, Diary, & Blogging / October 5, 2009.
Everything around me is begining to crumble. Those who were bound to be by blood, no longer feel familiar and those by choice, I cannot recall. The light at the end of my tunnel, has me blind fold and I can't find my way out. One shown above the rest, made me question the paths I took. Whenever life got hard, his messages drug my mind back to happiness. But, no more. He's moved on, to another. Someone full of beauty and sense, someone who sees his potential, in which I see, but can't grasp. I feel alone. Some try to help, professionals, but fail miserably. No one can help me, poor pathetic me. There is no help. I've become mute. I hold it in, or at least I try. No, it doesn't work and when I burst I cry. I cry hot boiling tears for those that loved me and that I loved whom I lost. I cry for the mistakes I made but never fix. I cry for my situations I cannot get out of. I cry for the longing I feel to be a normal child. Nothing is the same. I'm now hardened, like a stone. The ocean wethers me, but I still stand. Solitude but in tact. Soon, as the years progress, I'll erode and I'll be no more. How sometimes I long for that day. Everything around me...is begining to crumble.
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I really really like your style of writing. I know your just trying to vent, and I feel the same way. Remember, when everything is crumbling, you still have all the pieces, its up to you to find an ingrediant to bring things back together. (think of a cookie) _
Msg me if you wanna talk. -Skye
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