Poetry / biological warfare

and the conversation last night didn’t help the mood i was in.
i try and put on an act even when i’m not happy.
because i know the remains of a not happy day
and i know i never want to be like that again.

the phone could be described in two words:
biological warfare

you were so far last night. the mileage never changes.
but the fact that you won’t believe me when i say

i miss you

hurts me just as bad as

hurting because i hurt you.

believe me when i say its not intentional.
because i don’t lie about things like that.

i cried last night.
a lot.
i hurt last night.
but only for about a second
because adreniline kicked in.
and so did
better judgment

and my heart was almost out of my mouth.
and my blood was pumping extra hard.

and i wish i could describe the depression i get
when i hurt you. i read somewhere that you know it’s love when it hurts.

last night hurt.
i loved last night.

until next time®
-nick

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November 21, 2005

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i kept looking for some connection between the phone and biological warfare. you never make the case. of course a Public Telephone has all kinds of exposure but you don’t go into that. why is the phone bio war?

i do like the conclusion you arrive at however.