Poetry / .... My Demons .....

Time is running out and my mind seems to be getting lazy…
     I hate this feeling …
          The feeling of failure and disappointment …
   It lingers with my waking moments and I cant seem to shake them …
They even seep into my subliminal conscious and rupture my inner being …
      I cant seem to evade such menacing feelings …
    I have no clue where to run …
       Anger rushes through my veins while depression settles my rampage …
         My mind feels like screaming and my heart feels like hiding …
                              I am torn …
                     I have no clue on where to go …
        These feelings are not alone they bring along with them insecurity
      and doubt …
                                    I face this alone …
                                                    nowhere to hide …
                                             Questions linger in my head …
          It seems that the only thing worth looking at is defeat …
                             Where to go from here? ...
                    I am in raged with anger and about to lose control …
                              Here I go …
                                      Dont wait up …
                        This might hurt …
               but only for awhile … till next time … ... ... ...