Poetry / Mutiny Against Modern Man .4

Homospiritus
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Again I feel it
A menagerie of unbecomings, of unwelcomed familiar strangers
Again I feel myself begin to close the door, in a manner forthcoming of me towards jesuits

I feel it, calling to me,
Again
The weight of my supraconscience, the weight of my past, the wight of my future, the withering, the
Preconcluding moment

Again I know it
Again I most move fast

I wonder
Where are my walls? Where are my tools to distract? Why are my hands empty, why do they only contract?
I am useless
I am surrounded

I am afraid

Again I feel it
I struggle to unlock my grasp
My heart beating against an unwanted fury
My fists beating, bruising, bloody, losing
My will shadows my tears
My voice echoes my ego
I cannot overpower my eyelids
My environment, overwhelming, deducing, reducing

I am afraid

Again I feel it
Looking through the glass of a broken door
I know the moment will come where I can hold it no more
My sanity assures me, my body decieves me, my love convinces me
My soul has been planning this for me
I feel it, I am trapped

I feel betrayed

All you want to know lies beyond that door
That door, where you see yourself lying broken on the floor
Where the air burns your lungs
A shallow humor for hindsight

Again I feel it
The pain from my last try
My scar from my own spear
Martyr to the slaughter of…
My ego – no – my pride – no

my
mutiny

I am afraid
I am a coward
But thoughts take no shape now
I throw Luthers hammer
Jam the gears to this clock
Aquarius forebodings
Make it all come to a stop

Again I feel it

I know I cant escape it
I know with faith based on the suns rising
Material
I know I must cross over – release
Spiritual
I know habeas corpus – my emotions and their sponser
The ego

I watch my will shadow my tears
I rise as I fall

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September 22, 2006

flygrrrl

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I had yo read this one couple times oever to fully get the feel. I like how it tells a story, almost like, a person seeing them selves, and narrating first person. Like an out-of-body experience… Anyway, that’s how it hit me, how I related. I liked it.

(I did notice a spelling error that some people on this site will be angry at you for.) ...wight.