Poetry / Take you on a cruse

Why don’t you jump ship?
She said
As If I haven’t though about it a thousand times.
The glory of a free fall would do me good.
So vicious and cold her heart
I couldn’t stand to look into her eyes anymore
Trapped in the mind of the child once me
The tears and the laughter a blur
Frustrating and confused
Can you toss this blank look a side?
She said
It’s only blank because you took my real emotions
And she did
Buried under the once riffled soul.
I can travel far and wide and never see your face again
Except I can’t live for 2 minutes without your memory.
You’re just the girl that everyone wants to be
Everyone but me
I know your darkness and your cold heart
Why don’t you just jump ship?
She said
Why not?
I answered.