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PRIVACY ALERT! EMILY ONLY
4 UR EYES ONLY

Dear Emily

Im just writing this letter because I still have heaps of unanswered questions to ask and I just want to know if you can answer each question truthfully please?

Well here it goes…
Well im just sitting here chillin on my bed , and to my surprise ‘We Belong Together’ come on and I am sittin wunderin if you did ‘appreciate all the love I had to give?

And I wanna know what the last letter you gave to me actually ment??

NOW ON TO THE GUDD STUFF

Hows cutie kitten ? You beta not be makin him fat! You should bring him over ma house, he can root one of our cats and we’ll practically be related.

I wanna say that I am so happy that are hanging out wif us agen ae!
Im glad your ma m8 agen and Im so hapi that you forgave me for being an asshole 2 rochelle aye?
Oh wel that if you actually have?

So what do ya fink bout Christina nd Richie? New kids on the block and their pretty ugly 2! Jokes nah! Dey kewl.

ONE LAST QUESTION/STATEMENT

I’m real guttered that we didnt do anything when we were going owt. But you dont know how much times I wanted to kiss you! Hehe
FANKS 4 LISTENING
Peace owt
SAY HI TO BOB THE FISH 4 ME
love Whetu

Emily,

Im actually reali hapi dat you wrote back and I hard out wanted to pull you aside and ask you these Q’s but I felt that if I wrote them down then I could get more words in.

Well im sori for not getting/giving any physical love but I so, so , so wanted to.

BEING TOTALLY HONEST

I will always love you. Even though you broke up with me I neva reali got over you. This neva happens!!!

I HAVENT ACTUALLY FELT LOVE BEFORE
(Till i met you)

Sori that im laying al dis on you but I wnt you to knw the truth. Anywayz wen I move to Havelock you so gotta cum ova and get pissed wit ME and stace
PLEASE DNT TAKE THIS LETTER LIKE AS IF IT IS A DESPERATE/QUEER THING THEIR JUST MY TRUE FEELINGS

If you want to talk to me bout any of this pull me aside @ lunch K.
WRITE BACK
Thanks,
WHETU

Gorgeous Emily
(mwahahahahahaha!! Kahaha! I was on Bebo last nite and i think its so funny how all these 3rd formers try and make out that theyre excellent friens with all these waaay older people. Its dum and annoying! And theyre all over the top gay like overly going on abowt how much they love their friends and im sitting there thinking OWK! We all know u love ur friends!! LOL :) )
Me and Natalie were so taking you shopping 2day (monday) but i got all tired and couldnt be bothered…
HEHEHE im ditching all my dumb and boring frends @ skool., Lol. I kind wish we were stil in the days of me, u and Natalie but nah. Lol. I duno. I am just really sick of all the shit that hapend in my life recently so i guess im prety much bailing. Jess is the dumest frend in the world so shes owta the picture!! Natalie and I were gona talk 2 you bowt stuff (cos i ultra ultra miss u!) and everything. I duno. :)
I guess i reali miss everything we had ova the summer holidays with Waimarama and everything. But then everything felt different when we went back to school :( It was like we had achieved so much over the summer, then everything went back to the norm when school started! :(
hehe i hope youre enjoying my colourful letter. I just realised the otha day that I miss you heaps i guess. But you’ve gotten back on track wif all the losers now so…. lol
erm, give me a holler if you have anything 2 say!

Hehe colourful letters are fun 2 right ( i cant spell, i meant write)

Love Always,
Rochelle xxx
p.s CALL ME

Hey Emily!
Oh my god i am sooo bored! You have no idea how shitty this year has been for me but im guessing its been great for you so i wont bore you with all the details!
Remember all our times at Waimarama!
And i made you a card but completely forgot to give it to you! It said “To my best friend, this year is going to rock! Cheers to 2006!”
hahaha all our little plans for this year! Like how we were gona go away heaps and it was gona be ‘Thee year!’ Kinda weird how it didnt turn out how we expected. Like my life turned to shit (school, friends, guys etc) and youres is going pretty great for you by the sound of it.
This sounds totally pathetic but every time i think about waimarama i get a little tear in my eye! Haha our strolls on the beach and all the guys that tried to chat us up! And how we would spend ages getting ready in the morning and go and sit on the beach on our special chairs. OMG I MISS you EMILY! Like i just wish everything worked out! And we’d sit at the shop eating icecreams, and go for huge walks at night. And we’d sit there in the rain making up songs about people we hated (that you secretly loved) !!! hahaha! I cant believe were 15!!
I soo wish everything worked out! I dont really know how it all got screwed up for me! Lol! Well im moving to Sacred Heart (so is tasha) and we reaaaaly want you to come with us!!! Pleeease? We need to talk to you about it!!
Anyway Gotta run, talk soon hun!
(Please consider it!!)
Love Rochelle xxxxxxxoooooxxxxoooo

“EMILY”
Mwah Mwah
Hey baybee,,

Well its been so long since I’ve talked to you…..
“WAIT”…”HOLD UP”… I mean wrote to you. LOLZ
Well I know it dont mean much but I missed you, I missed “US” I dont understand. Well I’m writing this letter because I need to know how you feel about me??? Do you ‘love’ me?? or Do you not?? anything just tell me!!! please!!! As I was just talking 2 you about earlier on today we need to see each other more and we need to have some fun!!! Live a little!!! Lets get drunk on the beach or you need to come to a party with me!!! Well we have to something together… just “me and you”….
no ‘CRYSTAL’, ‘RICHIE’, ‘HARRIET’, ‘ROCHELLE’, or even ‘MELINDA’ just “ME & YOU.” Well its late now its exactly 10:53 pm and Im watching Nip/Tuck its pretty weird aye but Im tired ae so Im gonna go now but get back to me k

Sweet az

Love
Your Sweet, Sexy Boyfriend
Whetu

“EMILY”

Hey Baybee

Well basically I guess Im not afraid to say it now: I love you
I guess I havent felt like this eitha but its worth it if its all for you. So I guess you wanna know how I feel? Well I guess for a while it didnt seem like I had real feelings but ONLY just recently my feelings have grown stronga!! FINALLY I let it all owt dea u go so please you can answa back…

Anywaez off da topic…
Cody is seriously SO WEIRD man but he’s a crak up hard owt!! but I fink he’s in luv wif Rochelle??? but I got to says shes taken by Natalie!!! Hahaha cant believe they did that Lolz…. but fuk UTAH’S crutches are sexy as man but wateva utz anywaez dat waz a weird experience “Ugh Creepy”

But Im in formaclass and it sux

Love you, Ill see you tomorrow when I give you ths Hehe lets ask Crystal to borrow hur house agen! Nah jj i already did and she sed no :(

XX Whetu

Hey Emily
How R U? I al gud!!! How’s it goin g? I hope ur not to depressed or cut about the break up, there are plenty more fish in the sea. I mean breaking up is fun. Hey anyway I sympathise 4 ur needs. We need to catch up a bit. Hope u had fun watchin me pole dance. I felt as if I was part of the pussy cat dolls. Siobhan sed I well she thought I practiced it. Anyway no offence but I new u and whetu wer gona break up. We so hav to giv u a new, sexy, modern name. U hav 2 tel me wat uv been up 2 K.
Holla bak grl
Make a nice portrait of me 2
From
Princess Richie
xoxo Luv ya hunni
Peace owt biartch

Emily

Thanx 4 ur lettr it was fantastic ceeing my portrait. We so hav 2 go owt 2 a party 1 time so we can find some yummy fish 2 eat B4 everyone else hooks them up. ‘Chur’ Wel dats wat Il du an we can dress u up. I’m writing dis letter in english wile we’re reading you so hav 2 tel me hu u hate, Bcuz I h8 dis fula Dillan Adamson he’s such a Retart. An yea. We’ll both hav 2 make or plan a partay 1 time!!
Diz haz Ben fun writtin 2 ya
Luv ya heaps Doll
Pimpcess 4 life
Richie

Emily,
Weve been through so many ups and downs over the years – more than I can count on both hands! And this is what it boils down to – I MISS YOU SO MUCH!! I cant stand us not being close and every time i think about Waimarama and all our wee sleepovers , it brings tears to my eyes. I miss our songs (“erin the eyebrow, she has a fucking mono.”) , and how we would sit on our spesh chair and talk for hours on end, and our extremely long walks on the beach, and the way we picked up hot boys :) (hehe) and that VERY SANDY night when our bed was PACKED with Sand and we didnt get to sleep till 4am! And that Jesse McCartney poster that we lipsticked ‘the love shack’ onto, and our story about Jamie…
(hair: semi fabulour, jeans: sass and bide) and our special icecream times at the Waimarama bar, and our huge textathons in dads car (the only place with reception) and our fucking awesome chairs that we sat on on the beach! And the hole!!!!!!! and those bloody pamphlets about Christianity that we destroyed. OM fucking G I miss you so much. I love that song say it right by Nelly Furtado. Just so were clear on this: Im never going to give up on the inkling of hope that you will hang out with us. By the way keep January open cos you’re coming to Waimarama with us!! Par-tay season. Dam the song just finished. Now its that crappy ‘dance, dance’ song that I used to like but then the edge overplayed it (as usual). Im so proud of you for getting over Whetu. I know smoking is yuck but i only do socially. Yay another cool songs on. Woohoo. I LOVE being single it opens up so many opportunities for fun. And who wants to be attached over the summer? Not me, thats for sure!!! especially since we’ll be scoring babes every night at Waimarama. Although it’ll prob just be you cos I always end up fuckin falling in love or some shit. You should come out partying with us sometime soon. I expect Victoria etc dont exactly do ‘parties’ so it might be a nice break for you!
Anyway love ive gotta love ya ‘n’ leave ya, must get reading for tonight. ‘tonight’ is my Aunty dragging me to Church for this big celebration or some bullshit. Yaaay! That was sarcastic.

Love Rochelle
p.s you never answer your cell you hoe Ive left a message.

Hey emz

I havent talked to you in ages and im sure when we broke up we vowed we still be mates so based on that fact I guess thatz why I decided to write to you…

Well i heard you and Crystal are going to AFRICA!!! thats quite weird ae, and for 6 months, even worse… But its very you so good on ya. Well what have you been up to lately, well at the moment im a loner in formclass and im depressed!!! (wat a sob story) nah but yeah wat are you planning to do in the future now?? what subjects are you taking next year???

Im taking English, Maths, Food, Art, Accounting oh and Sicnece , isnt that just interesting!! So I guess youve probably heard I went Christian?? Well itz really fun! And Guess what?? (whispers) I smacked Dylan over the head with my new testament. I feel stink, not for Dylan but for my testament. Have you’s been watching “10 things I hate about you in English”? Becoz itz really funny ae…

-Well I havent enough paper for all the story’s I could tell but write back to me, K
“Cya”
“Whetu”

“Going”…
“Going”…
“Gone”…

Yo Bitch,
Heres how I see it, this firday will rock if we do the following..; watch save the last dance, write our masterpiece, hook up with some hotties, make a shrine about all of our fabulous jokes, invent our own alcoholic beverage/cocktail as a tribute to our new movie, do prank calls, feel free to add anything you feel the list is lacking. I vote we get chinese for tea or do our own BBQ. Fun fun fun
Waimarama this year is going to be wonderous. I’m making a list of rules/things we must do; sunbathe topless, go skinnydipping by ourselves and at least once with males, have a fabulous holiday lay each, kidding about the last one but must get at least 3 decent hookups each, get absolutley wasted together with no one else and sing our songs all night then end up being way too wasted to go to bed, therefore crashing on the lawn, smoke marijuana with some total surfer babes. Hot. ,make our own hole that is way better than ‘george and ben the flower pot men’s’ , actually go for swims, hilariously play golf on the beach, start a game of beach volleyball, get amazing tans + beach hair, make an actual sign with ‘the love shack’ written hugely, drive around on the motorbike heaps, have a pina colado afternoon, sing our song to erin, make huge spears and pretend to go fishing (kidding!) that’s all I got for now but I’m sure more will come. Im excited!
Love Rochelle
p.s shoes: cons, dirty but okay
hair: semi fabulous
shorts: sass and bide
p.p.s how the FUCK can something be ‘semi fabulous’? WTF

A cool letter.
Omg this letter sucks arse emarle-doll…
GREAT WHITE! When we catch our first hammerhead im actually going to be stoked, not to mention how i’ll feel when we catch a lemonshark! I’m going to make a documentary, documenting the fleet of sharks/whales we catch. It’ll be sick! Im in maths. Unfortunatley. Completely against my will. Guess what I consumed for brekkie?! A whole lot of air and a cigarette! How unbelievably healthy for a 15 year old girl. No brekkie and a ciggarette. My headache is unreal, havent eaten since yesterdays afternoon tea. Im pretty excited for this Friday eh cos I havent spent any QT with you in ages. It shall be grand! Chinese for tea or BBQ? I vote chinese cos im actuallly useless on a BBQ! And i feel like chinese. Maybe its just cos im starving. Uggh i feel/look like crap. Waimarama should be late January – ish hopefully cos the weathers beaut around that time. Beaut haha what a word. I realise this letter is about crap but bear with me me I had to write it to stop myself dying of boredom. I just opened the door that connects our classes and screamed out your name but I dont think you heard me cos I suck at loud screaming. Omg this letter is so embarrassing im not even going to give it to you maybe cos I sound like a crazy bitch raving on about crap + shit.
Love Rochelle
p.s Scott and me are eloping.

Emarle

Hae gorgeous! Like omygosh I’m at prep (it’s like study) I totally just like forgot all my study shit and im like sitting here just writing you a letter.
This school’s weird, I don’t know if I love it or hate it, there’s like set times to eat which is really gay but the food heres better than it is at home hehe but yes. The schoolwork here is so awesome (god what was I saying) it’s so easy! Is HNHS stuff easy? O, and can you totally like give these letters to everyone for me please? Thanx. You can read them if you feel the nead but I know you will anyway so yea…
We have to do SINGING! Omgosh that’s sooo lame, like seriously. And bible studies are like soo stupid and pointless.
We went into Masterton in the weekend, it was alright. Mastertons not that great thoe and haha apparently there’s no decent guys haha but owel.
This weekend we have swimming sports and our poopy house leader put me down for every freaking event. Grr but everyone else here sucks at swimming so it’s all good. Sooo many people here have cuts on their wrists, it’s weird as. I’ve made lots of friends and I’m (so far) doing excellently @ school. 2muro there’s a concert in Masterton but I don’t think I’m going to go ae.
We actually have to go hang out in the holidaeze and you have to meet or at least see photo’s of all my new buddies.
Next weekend I’m going into Wellington to stay at my mates house for the weekend and apparently she’s gunna get me pissed (but I doubt it) and I get to meet all her guy mates so yey! Haha freedom!
Your staying the night at my house in the holidaeze! You have no say in the matter. Haha.
WHETU! Like OMYGOSH, he’s leaving us. He better keep in touch. I hope it goes well for him. All this has totally been about me, haha owel. I don’t expect you to write back but I do expect to see you in the holidaeze. My asse (arse) is getting sore, the chairs here are so budget, I so wanna have a visit from you but that’s impossible. I’m slightly worried about you, I fear that your becoming slightly alone… If you get me, I’m alwaez here thoe, seriously. I’ll do anything for you. ANYTHING. You’re the closest thing to a best friend I have. And I love you with all (well actually just part haha jj) my heart.

Well, Cyu soon! Oooxxxxxxxxxxxoooo
Crystal

To my dearest darling gorgeous
Emmarle
haha. Khem!
Meh, I’ll totally write you a really long letter. Just to bore you so har har!
I just swallowed my lip stud, and now therez an earing in my mouth. There’s a compass on the table. Arnika is doing her math homework. Genika is doing… something.
Haha anyway. Life is good. Im totally changed thoe! I’m not a full vegan except for two exceptions (green top milks and icecream). The Docter down here persuaded me it wasn’t good for me especially at this age. Grrr for him.
I am the cuttestedest person right now, I can’t stop crying because I won’t get to see whetu before he leaves. I never realised how much I actually love and need him.
I’ve been crying cauze of missing you to, Like you said “Bex and Zo” “Me and You” I’ve kynda realised that you are my best chick mate. I feel bad that you are kind of alone now, but your not darling. I’m ALWAES here for you, O and I may have an EXTRA SPECIAL SURPRISE for you! And it’s exciting.
I have OMG the cutest bf! Haha hes a crack up as. Tell you more later. (just a clue religeon is a factor! Hehe).
I bought the fat boy slim greatest hit! It’s soooo kool! And it has a remake of Brimful of Asha, by the cornershop, which is like 1 of my favourite songs, and he didn’t ruin it either.
Hmm… what else happened… I swallowed my lip stud! Omg I nead a new 1, I have an earing in now haha and I’m cut cauz my hand piercing is swearing itself out. Your birthday partae sounds um… fun! Haha. I miss you (just randomly) Anyway… replying to your letter… It’s great to hear your loving history! Too bad about the math flake Mrs Chapman ae.
I am blowing them away with my signing here! We have compolsury singing on mondays, and we sing at chapel and assembly every week, grr, and it’s the school hym…. its like: O , god of Bethel , by who’s hand, thie people… some other bullshit.
And don’t worry , no new cuts! Fuck that/ And I have foto’s of some of frends ae. Im so cut they don’t have hauraki here, just lots of >>GANGSTA<< , Im goin on a gangsta shopping spree when I get back! Haha , I love akons song, I wanna fuck you! Awsome
IM not gunna get pissed thoe, and im not sure if mom will even let me into welly.
Haha omg you and Dan are such crackups. GO OUT! And OMG a Maori emo??? Wooooow! Haha I want him!
Aw I wantd to go to the circus, steal the animals and give them to WSPA. Someone said wspa is better than greenpeace… so I’ll look into that. I might join both!
And 0 yes we don’t want Rebecca and Zoe knowing bowt Dan, you’ll get so much shit, I won’t mension it when I come back ok! Haha
Grr I’m missing out on the scotty harassment! Nooo. Omg everyone here who has seen his photo thinks he’s real hot! The sandwhich photo! O, and santa misses you!
It’s sad to hear bowt our new form teacher, you shold just tell her to stick it! Haha na be a good gurlie!
And aww! I miss Aaron! Can you get his nmber for me? Thanx abd ing me and sian are so weird now… it’s crazy.
Can you please give this letter titled ‘Victoria’ to Victoria?
Thanx. I hope you enjoyed my circles. Give scotty a kiss from me haha.
Love you lots! And I wana kiss you im so cut you don’t wana kiss me so oooooo
you and me baby aint nuthin but mammals so lets do it like thay do on the discovery channel.