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I don't know why I'm bothered. She asks me "Why" and it bothers me that  don't know. Am I bothered that I'm bothered? Yes, that must be it. I have a feeling for a feeling, I am annoyed at being frustrated, it wastes time that isn't mine. Emotions slip through orifices in my body like sweat, I lose a little bit each time to cope. She's leaving soon but not forever though seemingly soon she will leave me and be gone forever, death's passenger. I am numb and it is uncomfortable, I...

The End. He died with a bang caused by a strain muscles' convulsions delusions and pain. Before he was gone he was very old living for no one, loving so bold. Widowed and heart broken at seventy-three, her seventy-two dead prematurely. The years flew by, they were fifty together, six months apart, loving forever. Forever as long as they could Forever as long as they would. Meeting at such young ages their life went so fast mere slaves to times' pages. He was lost before her She was lost befor...

The end used to be all I see Now it is here facing me I know I can’t hide From within protruding out I see now that I never wanted an end I want perpetuation I want something cheap and easy Like a very slutty friend Here and gone or maybe never here at all Never to exist just for the hell of it There is nothing to be stuck in It is stuck inside of me What do you want Confusion, betrayal, how about indifference How about something to destroy your confidence The inference is clear and...

  Abandoned, confused I float through foggy Memories and hidden mysteries Within me Inherited difficulties persuade no longer My thought and person have grown stronger Different is something to me natural I’m not so flashy or clashy but casual Mature, precise, I pass continuously increasing and maximizing Completely Childhood questions answered about the why’s and how’s. Who are we, where do we come from, is there magic in the sky? Most of which I have answered By ...

It is in my imagination the only things I find delightful Pain and anguish disappear and give way to blight. In this light camoflauged decievers arrive uninvited this detected deprivement remains unsolved derivement untouchable I detain all things held this near I fear inibriated I can be so clear cower coward repulse                             ...