I love this, I really do. I can strongly relate to this. My boyfriend and I have been together for about five years the last two years kind of on and off. Currently, he is now my ex boyfriend who is now married and everytime we meet up for coffee or just talking there is that intense attraction that is still there. I guess that we can never really get over own first love. Something is always going to be there. I really do like the way you wrote this, very nicely done.