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Its as if I have no real control over myself. I feel primal and savage with every waking moment. An animal is what I am. The urges are incredible. The adrenaline is overwhelming. I feel insane. Giving in to all of this seems to be the inevitable path. My hair is long and unruly, like a desperate beast. My face is un kept and un-shaven clearly showing I have no interest in appearances. Dark circles have formed under my eyes, evidence to my lack of sleep. My lips are chapped to the point of blo...

A man modestly strides down a crowded street. Though he is tall, there is no imposing or even threatening quality about him. He is thin and tired, like a pet looking for the food its master did not leave out. His hair falls from the top of his head as if trying to escape his body. The suit he wears is clean but has some unsightly nature to it, as if it weren’t meant for him. Carrying himself along weakly the man is brushed aside by another. It is a well built man, with a slightly stocky body....

Take all of this in, Everything I tell you is important. Sundays are my time. I tell no one what I do on Sundays and it is of relatively little importance. There is a café down town. It is a small place, quite indie in nature, it attracts those trendy ones that I am looking for. I go there to watch them. Only to observe these people in their environment. They are the artsy sophisticated folk, I have concluded many things about these people in my notes. Many of the men are homosexuals, many o...

Its raining now. I can hear it, the gentle taps against the vinyl roof. It sounds like hundreds of tiny people running. I want to go out and feel it. The cold sensation of water in my hair. Running down my face, it would be incredible. But I am stuck here, inside the warmth and security of this gentle prison. I don’t know everything I think I do, but I understand enough to know that. I grew up to early. I felt burden before my innocence was used up. I took on responsibility before I was ready...

Feel some strength returning. Alike the starving man discovering food Raise yourself above the ground Alike a criminal seeking redemption Think Freely, unclouded by vice and desire Alike a lighthouse peeking through the fog Relinquish the agony, but be sure to feel the pain. Discard the despair, but embrace the sadness. Calm the Rage, but channel the anger. Accept who you are, but never give in to what your not. Change with the tides, but do not fight the current. Move freely in a caged world...