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Walking underneath A canopy of green Is where I do My best thinking. Rays of sunshine Light on the leaves And seem to trickle hope Into my faltering beliefs. But then the thought is lost And I amble on my way, Wishing I could think up The perfect words to say. Twinkling diamonds in the sky All trying to catch my eye As my soul stretches out, Reaches for the flames Dancing and burning Thousands of light years away Asking for an answer Or the flicker of a sign To solve the age old questions Tha...

It's cancer of the worst kind That eats away at your grieving mind Why can't you be happy? Why can't you love me? When you is all I ever wanted you to be? If I love you this much To move on just for you Then why can't you see that my love is true? Maybe it'll happen for us someday When we've grown On our own And in different ways. But it hurts to know That I can't stop you And that we may never be again What we once were Because of the decision you made.

The morning sun Peeks into my room But I don't open my eyes Want to sleep Want to dream So it can be as it seems My reality. But it can't And never could be It seems you have still left me And I go back to living One hour at a time So I don't lose my mind Praying throughout the day That you'll change And want me too I sink into despair And hopelessness drowns my heart Killing me over and over again And you won't save me Because single makes you happy And I can't change that.

One minute you're here The next you're gone Not knowing if I'm Holding on too strong Or too long for you To stick by me true Eventually we'll be But for now we're apart And it's driving me crazy And shoving needles through my heart My most protected body part But not well enough If losing you can be this hard Now I'm picking up every shard Every piece of my broken heart Which shattered like glass And keeps crumbling still Even though you don't see it Instead stick to your guns And hope when y...

Everything I hear or see every car door slamming every squeaking, creaking door every pair of headlights every ring of my phone every voice calling my name evey footstep... I wish it was you And as the seconds pass My heart beats really fast But my eyes become like glass As I realize it's not you Is never you... Won't ever be you... Until you realize that we're meant to be two Parts of the same whole One so beautiful and bold The world pales in comparison