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As i lay in bed, wondering if he ever loved me, if he never cared...i hope to god, that i am wrong about all my assumptions...But in my mind, i keep thinking....he used me, he never cared, and you were a fool to even think he ever really loved you...that it was fake for him...but everything was real to you... As i turn and turn sleepily in my sleep, having nightmares again...i wish and wish, that he will show me if he does care, if he really does love you, like he has said he did... I think o...

EMOTIONS for my wifey Alisha Lohm... Why do people lie When it hurts deep inside? Why do we feel? Why do we hide, what's in our hearts? Can someone tell me it's alright?! Oh no no.. I hurt inside, oh so deep inside, so many emotions I must hide I try to express the pain, from within my heart. But life doesn't want me, so i am all alone in this world.. Just me and my feelings, my emotions. Why do people lie When it hurts deep inside? Why do we feel? Why do we hide, what's in our hearts? Can so...

As tears fall down my face... i see what i have in my place... i see all that i could have and all the stuff i have lost in mind no respect for myself....none for others...desperate to find someone to fill the void in my heart....i need that one guy that makes me feel happy...and mad and loved all at the same time...i feel like i am loosing it all...my downfall...of my life... my heart....yearning for only him and no one else, while tears come falling down my face.